la luce di vita

2007-02-01T21:47:00.000-08:00

maybe people just don't understand the meaning of a new blog.
I'M NOT WRITING IN THIS BLOG ANYMORE OKAY.
NEW BLOG - HTTP://WWW.XANGA.COM/THELIGHTOFLIFE.
RELINK IF YOU WANT TO.

P.S. : STOP ASKING ME WHY I'M NOT UPDATING ANYMORE. I'VE GOT A NEW BLOG SO WHY SHOULD I UPDATE THIS ONE?!

[[HAPPY NEW YEAR!]]

2007-01-01T08:43:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
im excited about the new year.
buh-bye 2006,hello 2007.
*sorry no long post busy with school stuff*

LO & BEHOLD,
my new blog for the new year!
im not going to delete this one though so no need to relink me okay?
=) thanks!

http://xanga.com/thelightoflife

YAY!
HAPPY 2007 AGAIN YOU LOVELY PEOPLE!

[[hi,im back!!!]]

2006-12-26T09:16:00.000-08:00

YO!
im back!
miss me?
harhar.
maybe not,it's just 6 days overseas.

anyway,
i will blog about the trip so this is going to be boring so,
brace yourselves!

DAY 1[THURSDAY,21122006]
we went out at around 9/10 am.
my aunt picked my family up & we went straight to malaysia.
the trip took a lot of time & i was so bored.
i slept all the way.
it was super boring!
reached at my malaysian aunt house at around 3/4 pm.
she just renovated her house so it's bigger & better.
more space for more people!
oh,
my cousin has a lot of pets.
okay,
maybe not many just 3.
2 cats & 1 fish.

this is betty.
she's a really fat cat!
she's friendly but gets really angry when she sees another cat in her ground.
she fights with her other mate always.
it's really cute seeing them fight.
betty is really naughty.
she went to get a shoe from the millions of shoes outside the door
& scratched the base of it.
harhar!
good luck to that person.

this is nell.
i hate nell.
very unfriendly.
scaredy-cat.
=/ enough said.

another pet was a fish.
i don't really like the fish.
quite ugly.
harhar.

bathed & changed.
didn't go out after that.
helped with my elder cousin's engagement stuff.
my aunt keeps making jokes,
i laughed till i cried.
damm funny!
it was kind of boring since we were the only family there.
turned in early but my mother & aunt gossiped loudly.
ended up sleeping at around 1.

DAY 2[FRIDAY,22122006]
woke up at around 8/9 am.
bathed & had breakfast then we went to 'semua house'.
did some shopping.
not really contented.
after that,
went to walk around & went to 'tesco' to buy engagement presents.
slept around 1/2 am.
i was too lazy to take pictures.
im scared people might just steal the handphone & do whatever.

DAY 3[SATURDAY,23122006]
the rest of my family came & i was happy!
changed & went to the hotel.
the hotel is very nice.
hotel impariana.
i think.
it was a pretty nice place.
very mod-like.
they serve very cold wet towels & tea.
oh & don't drink it if you don't like cinnamon.
seriously...
taste 'one of a kind'.
harhar.
set off to go shopping some more.
walked around this 'pasar malam'.
my legs hurt after all that walking.
bought some more stuff.
came back to my aunt's place & we had 'satay' together.
it was cool.
slept around 3/4 plus.

DAY 4[SUNDAY,24122006]
the day of the engagement.
woke up early & bathed.
had breakfast.
all those stuff.
was really hungry but we were not allowed to eat.
=/was really frustrated.
so my aunt went to fry noodles for us,the kids.
it was really nice!
after that,
the groom's family arrived.
started to take pictures & all.
a happy event i must say.
where did all the engagement photos went to???!!!
sorry...

DAY 5[MONDAY,25122006]
we wish you a merry christmas,
we wish you a merry christmas,
we wish you a merry christmas & a happy new year!
it's christmas!
stayed up till around 3/4 plus reading cleo magazines with my cousin.
around noon,
we set off to 'petaling street'.
was excited.
couldn't wait to buy stuff there.
was kind of disappointed because there were no school bags there.
they were all ugly & all.
so i resorted to shoes & clothes instead.
i bought a rainbow colour-ed shoe! i like!

had dinner at an indonesian restaurant.
the food there was amazing.
one of my uncles showed attitude.
i hate it.
won't elaborate.
it was stupid.

pictures at dinner.

dumb blogger.
i can't upload the rest.
freaks.

stayed up late again & read magazines.
had a heart to heart with my cousin.
then,
my sis came to the room since she couldn't sleep.
talked about ghosts & we heard strange sounds so i slept.
just didn't want to be horrified by those stuff.

DAY 6[TUESDAY,26122006]
went back home.
kind of sad because i'll miss the shopping & the late-night eating gathering.
i slept the whole way.
it was raining & there were 3 lorries carrying small boats.
scary.
i thought there was a flood or something.
harhar.
reached home around 10.30 ++

I MISS KL.
HOW?!

[[holiday,hooray!]]

2006-12-20T05:33:00.000-08:00

yay!
going to malaysia tomorrow.
very excited.
going to shop & enjoy myself.
hooray!
i won't care about a thing,
just going to enjoy like heaven before the holidays are over.

oh ya,
merry christmas in advance since i would be missing in action from 21st to 26th.
may you guys enjoy all the pressies you guys get.
make the most time with the family dinner & such okay?

today's band practice was kind of boring.
the set piece is such a bore!
i was about to fall asleep in the band room.
it's uber boring okay.

met anisa today for breakfast & all.
we're going to save money & stuff like that.
im eyeing on cds,dresses & products.
ahhh...
okay im very tempted.
i can't wait to save money.

i hope the rain won't spoil the whole holiday tomorrow.
i SO HOPE there's no flood or whatsoever when we are there.
the last thing in my mind is to be caught in a flood.
it will take a toll on my skin so i must take care.
hope the weather won't go berserk!
at last,
today we saw sunlight.
it was very hot today & that's quite a good sign.
harhar.
really hoping!

i'll be missing peer leader sessions.
oh yea!!!

anyway,
i'll change my blogskin or whatever when i come back...

oh & i don't know who to give pressies to?
i'll buy about 10++ gifts so good luck,
first come first serve.
harhar.
i'll buy lots of sweets,
just in case i forgot to buy some pressies for others.

okay.
im going to pack now & going to sleep or something.
i didn't sleep the whole of last night so im really dead tired
with a headache to top it all off!

pray that the weather won't go berserk so i can shop okay?
thanks!

[[hmmm...]]

2006-12-18T08:40:00.000-08:00

there's one thing to note if you're emo,
GET A HEAVENLY GRIP ON YOURSELF.
if it's possible,
SLAP YOURSELF REAL HARD & DIP YOURSELF IN HOT OIL!

oh & i love jason mraz's 'life is wonderful'.
i agree totally with this verse:
and it takes time to fall in love,
but it takes you years to know what love is,
and it takes some fears to make you trust,
it takes those tears to make it rust,
it takes dust to have it polished.
totally true.

i love 'clear' shampoo.
the smell is very nice.
it's blue in colour!
very nice.

jx is super sweet.
he wrote EVERYONE IN 2B1 A TESTIMONIAL.
go read if you haven't,
it's totally touching & i almost cried!

okay,
going to suntec tomorrow.
drink at 'coffeebean' tomorrow for free!
my cousin works there!
i hope ain can go!
going to buy stationery & all.

im still preparing my last post!
ahhh...
im hungry...
food here i come!

[[new year coming!]]

2006-12-16T04:05:00.000-08:00

we're half way there.
it's going to be the end of 2006 & hello! to 2007.
im having mixed feelings about it.

im sad to leave 2006 because of all the fun i had.
i will miss all the laughters & tears we shared in 2B1.
the 2B1-ners will be in different classes & it really saddens me to think about it.

im scared to leave 2006.
2007 would be hard year for all of us.
it's all about coping with the stress & new workload.
we have to be extra hardworking to get ready for our O' levels in 2008.
there will be more pressure & the SYF coming up will add to the pressure.
it's going to be what i call a 'killer' year.
reminds me of 'the killers'.
harhar.

im happy to leave 2006 because i will be meeting new friends.
more friends,the better.
all the black memories that i had will all be left in 2006.
new year means a fresh start & all.

on a lighter note,
im going on holiday 5 days time & im really happy.
although im not going bangkok [which i hope they will plan for next year!],
im quite contented,
FOODFOODFOOD & SHOPSHOPSHOP.
paradise!
no hustle & bustle of band & all.
moreover my cousin is getting engaged & i will get to see my cousin-in-law!
the engagement would mean a family gathering & it's fun!
i love family gatherings,
the jokes & laughters,
playing & talking to my cousins,
watching telly together,
eating our meals together,
what more can i ask for?
yay!
can't wait.

i think for the last post on this blog,
i will make a GRAND FINALE,
means i would post REALLY LONG.
probably the longest post ever & insert A LOT of pictures of 2006!
so wait for new year's eve post okay?

oh & new year's eve is hari raya haji!
family gathering again!
yay!
plus $$$!
alright!

anyway,
i hate the weekends!
there's nothing to do & i don't have the freedom to go out often.
nothing to do at home!

i haven't packed for my holidays...
ahhh...
do it on monday!
don't care.

yo!
don't be depressed already.
i know it's hard to move on.
just try!
im sure you can.
it's not hard to move on.
i've done it once & if i can you too!
not impossible,
difficult it is.
hard to say goodbye...
they say it takes years to understand what love is
but it's easy to fall in love in a few seconds.
i know how you feel & all.
it's OKAY!
i know im not good at this field of advice.
sorry!
=( don't be sad already!

~~i can't explain what you can't explain.~~

[[slack!]]

2006-12-15T05:44:00.000-08:00

im really happy today.
i don't why,just the feeling of happiness in my brain today.

had band.
woke up at 7.30am.
i was super lazy to rush.
i just do everything in a slow pace.
didn't care.
then,
reached the band room.
so little people.
all sections were frantically calling all their members like we're on a mission.
turns out that today would just be sectionals.
there's a pro & con for percussion sectionals.
pro - we can slack & whatever if we are tired.
con - there is simply nothing we can do except jam/something else.

played warm-ups.
then,
had sectionals.
listened to songs,
sing with ck,
walk ck out when she needed to go home,
talk to aishah & hansen,
did dumb stuff & all,
laughed,
played games
& other stuff.
after band had footdrills.
after that is done,
went to meet anisa.

met at westmall.
i missed the stop.
very dumb of me.
ate 'kfc' & talked.
wandered around westmall.
went to anisa's house & hanged out.
read magazines,
listened to songs,
talked,
laugh &
other more stuff.

went back to westmall & buy stuff.
then we went back home.
anisa went to her grandma's house so we walked together to the bus interchange.

im so bored right now.
going to read magazine & do something productive.
anisa calling!
im going to talk to her now!

[[stupid channel 5!]]

2006-12-13T10:12:00.000-08:00

i've got nothing to blog for today?
oh i do now!

i hate channel 5!
seriously.
they haven't finished showing part 2 of the season finale of 'criminal minds'
& they are showing 'cold case',
which is you are a nocturnal like me,
know that they showed it like when the first telly was invented?!
i was so wanting to watch part 2 of the season finale!!!
>=(
im very angry.
don't provoke me.

they keep showing the same old lame stuff.
aren't they bored or something?
can't they show the latest season of 'amazing race' which they did before?
i don't know why they stopped showing 'amazing race'.
they stopped showing that after the season where there were cute gays inside.
they are reshowing that season at 2 in the morning now okay?
it's like the season finale now.
that season was uber long ago.
primary 3/4 i guess?
macaca!
very very angry please!
!!!

america's next top model.
they are already showing like the new season in the states.
we just knew the new top model,danielle.
so slow!!!

next is grey's anatomy.
they are showing like the 3rd season there.
we are showing like only the first season.

the o.c.
worst.
they keep repeating season 1?!
what's their problem?

the ellen degeneres show.
they showed the september season in december?
like how slow is that?

they haven't even show 'csi new york' here okay?
like how dumb is that.
they keep replacing 'csi miami' with 'csi las vegas'
& it's always the same season okay?

i hate channel 5!
keep repeating the same old shows,
they cannot afford other shows?

for goodness's sake,
get a few more good shows for our viewing pleasure!

>=(

[[happy feet!]]

2006-12-11T07:23:00.000-08:00

didn't post yesterday so today would be a double post!
get ready your popcorns!
this is going to be a long ride.

yesterday i went window-shopping with my sis,her boyfriend & my cousin.
went to heeren & dhoby gaut xchange.
i didn't sleep the whole of the night before.
i only got to sleep at 7am in the morning after i peed!
so the trick for me to sleep is to pee first before i sleep.
goodness.
i woke up at around 1.30pm.
bathed & got ready.
then,
bus-ed to interchange.
waited SUPER-DI-DUPER long for my cousin to come.
i wasn't bored since i talked to anisa the whole time.
at around 3 plu we boarded 7.
the whole bus trip i was talking to anisa.
talked about ______ & stuff.
yes anisa,azrun is really bad.
anyway,
after talking about an hour to anisa,
we reached heeren!
we kept using the escalator & i was like 'escalator game?'
window-shopped like crazy.
saw many BIG bags & i was so tempted to buy.
no cash sadly,what a spoiler.
bought lollipops.
one rainbow & the rest were chupachups[chocolate,strawberry&peach]!
after rounding the heeren.
took a bus to dhoby gaut.
rounded the dhoby gaut exchange.
i wanted to get this pair of BIG earrings which cost $3?!
i didn't because i wanted to save money!
got me quiet for a while,regret.
after rounding dhoby exchange,
went to 'this fashion'.
rounded like mad.
my feet was probably starving for a seat.
after that,
went to 'long john silvers'.
ate the chicken & i love eating their fries with CHEESE!
super uber nice.
walked to the bus stop opposite the dhoby gaut mrt.
super long...
oh & my uncle gave me this drum pad plus 0216P tama drumsticks.
super thick please!
mine is 213P!

today,
i met anisa early in the morning.
we went to 'jurong entertainment centre' to eat hotcakes & watch 'happy feet'.
took many spastics photos in the neo kiosks.
don't worry anisa dear,i'll email all to you!
'happy feet' is a nice movie.
the amigos were really funny.
we got it!
their singing were like woah!
it's really down-to-earth.
mumble was even part of an experiment.
i thought they won't have a good ending because i don't know how it ends.
it was a good & believable ending.
anisa,i want to watch 'night of the museum' eh?
friday how?
we went to the library & borrowed books.
will post some of the pictures here.

on another note.
band was quite interesting.
played at the hall.
'sunrise' took damm long.
decided to joke with ck & natasha.
remembered all the funny memories & we laughed until alvin came & scold us.
harhar.
i like the chinese teacher joke the best!

white is the new black!

oh,this is how i look if im fat F.Y.I mother!

im tired.
bbq tomorrow & im not going.
no cash & most of the percussionists are not going?
what's fun then?
i don't wish to cycle for the whole afternoon you know!

blah.
guess i'll be pigging out tomorrow!

[[my weird dream.]]

2006-12-09T09:02:00.000-08:00

i had a dream this morning.
kind of a weird dream.
very weird.

i dreamt that we went for SYF.
there were many important guests & we had to settle our own intruments.
it's really grand.
like a concert.
well,
most of the time there's no one in the hall during the SYF,
except for this SYF in my dream.

mr masree conducted us instead of mr chew.
he sat down at the cornet section there holding his baton.
then,
the percussion is very hectic.
he had to take our instruments down.
i had only 2 timpanis & i was panicking.

then,
in the midst of the chaos,
the audience were still trying to settle down.
while doing that,
mr masree started conducting & singing 'washington post'.
we were all like so nervous & didn't play.
it took a while.
after all that we had to leave.
we didn't even know what we won.
maybe it wasn't SYF.
just a typical concert.

after the SYF/concert,
all of us went home through school bus.
alight the bus with the percussionists & all.
saw my mother & i walked with my mother.
i woke up!

a few more weeks to school starts!
excited.
a few more weeks to xanga!
going to edit here & there.
aeroplanes or dinosaurs?
im not sure myself.
dinosaurs are cute though.
reminds me of chichuachua.
okay,set.
dinosaurs!

i think im going to save up.
i want to buy the 1GB memory card for my phone.
$40+.
maybe just wait until i receive my scholarship money next year.
i'll ask my father whether i can get money to buy assessment books or something like that.
i feel like buying 'sunsilk damage repair system'!
there's so many things i want to buy.
maybe i try to be thrifty in malaysia so i can convert back the money left.
im so in desparate need for cash.
can somebody like exchange coins for notes with me.
i have like so many coins!

damm tired.
there's band on monday.
oh bother.

[[i hate the set piece.]]

2006-12-06T04:10:00.000-08:00

i hate the set piece.
i so hate the set piece.
i really hate the set piece.

it's not interesting at all.
it's boring & there's no substance to it.
i wish we can play something else.
i would rather play the 'national anthem'.
seriously.

can't they like mix indian,malay,chinese & western music together.
rather than having chinese opera plus malay traditional music.
it doesn't suit each other.
it doesn't compliment.
it doesn't show the uniqueness of singapore.
it's really not nice to hear plus it's really a boring piece to play.
EEE!
I HATE THE SET PIECE.

anyway,
today went for band.
before that,
met aishah,john & nicholas teo at 'mr prata'.
ate there & all those stuff.
went to school.
waited there for like 20 minutes till alvin came.
he said 12.30 & don't be late.
but he's late himself,
contradicting!

was quite moody during practice.
so irritated.
the set piece is uber boring.

there's practice on friday.
from 2 days a week to 3.
im really irritated.
come on,
it's the holidays!

i haven't started studying.
going to start now.
im going to read about sound now.
my physics need to buck up.
i heard it's the most difficult out of the 3 sciences.
im so going to die.

youtube never fails to entertain me.
guy a:*whips out his model picture*
guy b: your nipple is out,are you gay?
guy a:*laughs*no im not.
guy a:boys & girls have nipples.
guy a:do you have nipples?
guy b:yes i do.
guy a:are you gay?
guy b:no.
guy a:are you sure?you're wearing a teal sweatshirt.
guy b must learn biology,seriously.

[[boo asian games.]]

2006-12-05T07:25:00.000-08:00

oh i hate the asian games.
it really waste air time & i can't watch 'criminal minds' today.
so im really irritated.
i want to watch my normal telly!
argh.
why must they show the games played.
isn't it better to just show the results.
it's the same.
anyway,
why would singapore want to show these stuff?
we aren't winning gold medals like china.
china keeps producing gold medals like a baby boom is happening.

anyway,
there's band tomorrow.
oh,
i don't really like spotty eyes.
nope,
i don't.
she commands the band to like stand up & pay respect to her.
that is not what short girl or giraffe do to us.
they don't ask us to stand up & greet them.
they are not as shameless as spotty eyes.
like come on,
who does that?
okay maybe there are some teachers but it's like minority of them.
there was also another thing im not happy about.
she was like 'the people at the back,can you hear me?'
i confidently said 'yes ma'am!' because i thought she was testing the volume of her voice.
actually she wanted the percussionists to move in front,
so i was puzzled & like 'uh?'.
so the thing blew over & it was okay.
then,
after a long time of nagging she brought it up again.
i rolled my eyes of course because there are 2 meanings to her question.
then,
she was being really sarcastic.
WHATEVER CAN?
she don't even know music.
*tsk.
im so angry towards her.
can she like just go away before i start talking bad about her?

oh & yesterday.
that dumb monster came back.
who else but adam.
since ish is not there,
he played the bass drum for the marches.
it was SUPER OUT OF BEAT & SUPER SLOW CAN?
i was so angry i was playing the cymbals really loud.
it's unfair.
he didn't go under 9 months of theory lessons & he can still be in the band.
like what the toot?
it's really unfair?!
i complained but no one listens.
just sack him can.
there's no difference if he's there or not.
he doesn't play any instrument in any songs.
he's just an extra?!
can you guys like sack him before i go bonkers?
*tsk.

this is what happens when aniah doesn't get her tuesday dose of 'criminal minds'.

ah,mgg the unauthorized documentary episode 3 is up.
thank God for andyswan for uploading it!
must wait for a few more weeks for episode 4.
episode 3 is funnier than episode 2!
especially the part where he drops the gun!

band tomorrow.
mr prata!

[[girls day out.]]

2006-12-04T09:28:00.001-08:00

had band today.
i was uber late.
i woke up & it was super bright.
wanted to go back to sleep then i looked at my handphone.
'OH MY GOD!' *mouth in a BIG HUMUNGOUS O!*
so,
i didn't rush at all.
i was like super slow & calm.
reached there around 8.30 & they were still doing warm-ups.
our band is super soft.
i can't hear them from the canteen/talent corner.
okay,
maybe im expecting too much.

band was quite okay.
received our set piece.
LO & BEHOLD,
'SUNRISE & SAFARI'.
we're playing the first movement only which is 'singapore sunrise ikan kekek'.
like how many versions do they have for 'ikan kekek'?
1234567890 versions?
i don't know.
mr masree said that 'night safari' is hard.
there will be weird sounds & all.
well,
it's better i think.
there is no part for the timpani but more than 10 parts for the other percussion stuff.
oh,
did i mention that the 'singapore sunrise ikan kekek' sounds like china going to war?
i think it's absurd since they are having a big win in the asian games?
like what the toot?
the timpani part for the first few bars,
CHINESE GHOST STYLE.
it's as if chinese zombies are coming to life or something.
then,
the rest are like chinese opera.
what's the problem with adam gorb *the composer* & the chinese?
imagine white-faced chinese women with red cheeks singing,
'IKAN KEKEK MAK ELOI ELOI' in high pitch voices that dogs can suffer rabies!
-.-" they don't have anymore songs other than CHAN MALI CHAN & IKAN KEKEK?
or GEYLANG SIPAKU GEYLANG,
or DI TANGJUNG KATONG,
or BURUNG KAKAK TUA?
PLEASE?!
ANYTHING OTHER THAN THOSE!!!
trying to make a malay piece go chinese opera.
or in other words, CHINAGAY!
harhar.
why can't they make chinese operas go broadway?
then,make broadway go chinese opera?
that would be hilarious!

after band,
had drills & all.
we were like slacking & alvin let us off.

most of us went to the nearest coffee shop to eat but i wanted to eat junk food.
so waited for the rest to finish eating,
then,
went to 'jurong entertainment centre' with nicholas teo & aishah.
indulged in 'long john silver' & the 'chocoicekachang'!
decided to take neoprints instead.
nicholas teo treated half of it.
had fun!
then,
went to library.
wanted to borrow 'captain underpants' but all are on loan.
read comics & laugh like crazy instead.
went home after that.
stupid nicholas teo didn't realise he can take 284 to go home?
he walked instead.
???!!!

pictures for your viewing torture!

can still see you.
HARHAR.

don't talk about me & him.
talk about them!
they are much more closer so im considered nothing okay?

three be-spectacled people.
my dumb hand.

woops.
sorry nicholas teo.
seems you're like an extra there.

nicholas teo,
here's a tip for you.
whenever you take pictures of your reflection in the mirror.
don't look at your reflection,
you look at the reflection of the camera lens so
YOU WON'T LOOK LIKE YOU'RE MODELLING FOR THE SPASTIC SOCIETY!

the neoprints.
we are in the thailand mood;SWADEEKAA!
plus the world needs peace...
harhar.

okay enough.
time to work on my xanga thingy.

[[time to improve...]]

2006-12-03T02:07:00.000-08:00

im checking my report book.
looking at me weakest subject.
since im not taking art/literature next year,
i guess the weakest subject is english!
a B3!
i want to make it an A1!
mrs wong,
can help me?
harhar.

need to read more books.
going to try be a book worm.
i've got a month to do that.
i can't slack anymore.
must stop using singlish.
singlish = NO-NO!
harhar.

can't wait to move to xanga.
the smileys there are really cute!
going to keep this blog no matter what.
will still change the blogskin every month.
don't know whether i can cope.
but i'll try!

to the left,to the left.
im a right hander please!

you must not know bout me,
you must not know bout me.
beyonce,
are you trying to be yoda or something?
harhar.

mr chew scratching nose!
random!
sorry sir!
happy belated birthday!

mr nonami.
okay,
mr & mrs chew look the same.

oh,
i don't know why mr chew keep calling me aishah/aisyah.
please,
im aniah!
not every malay girl in the band has the same name!
harhar.

finger puppets that i bought.
i kept the 'li jia wei'.
i mean the lion.
harhar.
random.

okay.
want to watch some drama.
oh & i heard china won or something like that.
ah who cares.
band tomorrow.
i've got the sudden urge to eat popcorn!

[[slack!]]

2006-12-02T07:34:00.000-08:00

today,
slept the whole day.
having muscle cramps.
damm cycling.

no outing during this weekends.
bored at home.

im doing math.
ahhh.

anyway,
i feel so bored i can die right now.

searching for a december blogskin.

i have a craving for chocoicekachang.
oh my...

watched the tabletennis game.
yea,
rooting for singapore.
love how they play.
what happened to li jia wei's hair?
harhar.

random.
this toy is super cute!

haven't been playing for a while!
im sure im rusty in this already.

oh my feet stinks.
how to get rid of the stinkiness.
i think i better go read 'seventeen'.
there's one issue on it.

okay.
im shagged.
going to do some math or something.

[[cycling!]]

2006-12-01T06:47:00.000-08:00

it's december!
another 30 more days in blogger!
will make full use of it.

had band as usual.
came late because i overslept.
everyone was wearing band tee.
harhar.
it's super plain.
not worth the money!
seriously.

mr nonami came.
he's from japan.
super cool.
he's so funny.
though he talks alot!
he wore this bearbear shirt.
really cute.
he made the band sound better.
he's really cool.
i like his demonstrations.
very funny yet cool.

had tea break.
ate currypuffs & whatever.
then,
played some more.
after that was birthday celebration.
ate cake & all.
then,
miss tan talked to us & all.
nagnagnag.
dismissed after that.

went to east coast park with fatin,weilun & shufeng.
went to flag a cab & the person sitting in front would have to pay the extra cost.
then,
we all fought to sit at the back.
fatin elbowed my head.
what the toot.
then,
weilun had to sit in front.
harhar.

reached there around 2.30++.
went to rent bikes.
i couldn't cycle so rent for twin bike with fatin.
fatin not used to it & keep falling so exchanged with weilun.
wanted to turn,
then,
banged in to a rubbish bin!
biked for 2 hours.
fatin fell so we rest while waiting for shu feng.
weilun treated me & fatin.
so kind.
then,
went back & cycled to the jetty & back to the bike store.

went to grab drinks & all.
went back home with fatin.
long bus trip & it was so cold,
i needed to pee!
stopped at clementi stadium.
went to the bowling alley to pee.
walked back to the interchange while fatin took 198.
took 284 & bussed home.

fun!
would love to learn how to cycle.

random.
yucky coffee bean gingerbread man.
i want to eat the tiramisu there!

i feel like foodhunting again!

intensive studying to start.
oh damm...

a few more weeks to KL!!!

[[slap aniah.]]

2006-11-29T03:47:00.002-08:00

had band today as usual.
so much for talking about the set piece.
i don't even know what the heavens it's called.
played the same old things.
brought down the stuff because this 'tsunami' japan guy is coming.
not being rude,
i just don't know his name.

after band,
went to meet with my mama.
after all the hoohaa...
went off to meet chubby & huiling.

went to vivo.
wanted to catch 'happy feet' but guess what,
the queue is extra long today.
maybe God had the feeling that i don't have enough money.
harhar.
so we decided not to watch movie,
instead go & eat since huiling & i were very hungry that we can eat chubby up.
so went to the 'banquet'.
i ate 'sliced fish noodle'.
it was so yucky.
seriously.
there were many ginger strips & i have a bad history with ginger.
they gave so little fish.
there were so many veggies.
i possibly can't devour them.
there were no fried fish left.
i was so angry.
can't they fry more?
ahhh,
whatever,
im never going to eat at that stall again.

then,
went over to the kopitiam to eat desserts.
then,
huiling was thinking of another bowl of 'mee pok'.
i was thinking of having another bowl of 'chocoicekachang'.
it's really nice but really cold.
they give no freedom of choice.
they give so little milo powder.

after that,
we didn't have our third serving of food.
decided to go to 'candy empire' to get some stuff to chew on.
okay,
we are really hungry people.
spent a lot of time there.
bought gummies & this sour chewy thingy.
the rest bought either chocolates or sweets.
then,
went up to the water park to sit down & share our treasures!
harhar.
had fun time laughing & singing 'slap aniah face' songs.
i had fun being a clown.
doing all my classic jokes.
it's really nice to be there.
nice scenery.
if you're damm emo or something,
you can just go there & reflect.
it's quite a suicidal place though.
harhar.
so if you're just too emo,
stay at home & just cut your wristsxzsczszxsxzsxzsxzs worhszszxxzszxzszx.
like what cool ah lianzsxzszxzszx love to do horszxzszxzszx.
oh please,
get yourself a counselor or something!

im going to be diabetic soon.
the creator of candy should be loved!

beware of this.
if you want to share with people,
DON'T.
it's really hard to rip this thing apart.
huiling & chubby had a good time laughing at me because of this sweet!

they also bought the same candy.
but theirs are much more easier to rip off.
look at mine compared to theirs.
*tsk!

see this gummy snake?
it's as long as the plastic.
it's really heavy.
50 grams for 1.
i wanted 3 but went for 1 instead.
it's nice though.
must try!

the scenery.
damm nice can?

oh & we saw nicholas teo at 'candy empire'.
stupid monster!
viewers' discretion is advised.
rated R(A) for blood & gore!

wah eat his own hand!

can smile like this more often?
not retarded wide open smile can?

one word - CHILDISH!

for goodness sake!

okay enough before you guys die of poisoning.

shagged.
sleep & dream of ice kachang!

2006-11-28T08:49:00.000-08:00

see this?
it's chocolate 'ice kacang'.
it's really nice & you guys must try it.
seriously.
you can even choose your own ingredients.
just go to jurong entertainment centre.
go to the second level.
go to the kopitiam.
go to the desert section & ask the person there.
it's really nice.
i feel like having it again.
after you ask for the ingredients,
they wil put a mountain of ice over it.
then,
they will put some syrup & milk.
then,
they put the chocolate syrup & lastly,
the chocolate powder.
ahhh!!!
very delightful although it's not too chocolatey at the end.
it's very chocolatey in the beginning because of the powder.
must try okay?

band again tomorrow.
it's mr chew's birthday.
i hope that we won't have to stay back or anything.
i REALLY hope so.

about yesterday.
cancelled the trip due to some unforeseen circustances.
going tomorrow instead,
with huiling & chubby.
they want to watch 'flushed away'.
however,
i want to watch 'happy feet'.
ahhhh...
see how.
so hope i can be there on time.
i hope i won't get caught in a party or something.
harhar.

december's coming.
im excited!
although school doesn't seem attractive.
im not going to use blogger for blogging next year.
so this blog will have no more entries from next year onwards.
im still going to keep the blog but not going to blog in it.
the reason is i want to read my memories in the past 2 years?
how childish i was?
harhar.

okay im going to rot myself out in my computer chair.

[[american men!]]

2006-11-26T09:42:00.000-08:00

people say that all english & american men are gorgeous!
i,aniah,hereby say,
i SO DON'T AGREE TO THAT STATEMENT.

my aunt just got married to an american/english man.
oh damm,i don't even know my own uncle.
anyway,i thought he would be dead handsome & i would get jealous & all.
disappointed.
seriously.
he was not a bit gorgeous.
sheesh.
harhar.
im really bad.
beauty is in the eye of the beholder & looks doesn't say anything.
maybe he's really a good man.
harhar.

okay whatever.

i had a weird dream last night.
i was going to up the escalator in a shopping mall & then,
right in front of the lift door was a huge giant,
who is really thin & his face looks like matthew gray gubler,
seriously.
he had this thick moustache & he looked SCARY.
he reached in to the lift door & mumbled something.
he even touch my knee & it was so ticklish it felt like millions of insects on your knee!
he opened his eyes wide so i can see the cells of his eyes.
it's super scary,
i was like pleading him to let me go or something like that
& he let go & started walking to & fro in front of the lift.
scared,i quickly pressed the 'close' button.
then,
i went up,
saw my mother & we went to buy movie tickets with my father.
then,
they went off,i met my friends + 1 cousin.
we decided to go & grab a bite when one of them took out a cigarette.
my uncle came & asked my cousin to give him the cigarette.
i thought i was dead because he was going to tell my mother about it.
suddenly i felt my body being lifted & all.
it went all black & i realised that my father was actually lifting the side of my body
to wake me up & it really works.
harhar.
floating!

im shagged.
band tomorrow.
plus vivo with anisa & chubby mama.
happy feet!

[[anisa...]]

2006-11-23T07:49:00.000-08:00

aha!
im back - from shopping & long hibernation/lazy period.

recently,
i've been going shopping at bugis street plus a few more places.
yes,
the stuff there are very cheap.
i can go crazy there.
seriously,
the accessories,clothes are really cheap.
i don't quite like to hunt for shoes & bottoms there though.
im not really picky about what i wear,
im not brand conscious or whatever,
so if you're like me & love cheapy thigamagigs,
go bugis street.
ya,
that place which looks like a place to sell drugs.
im not talking about bugis JUNCTION okay.
there's a difference.
bugis STREET is right across bugis JUNCTION.
yes,
the one beside burger king!

okay,
for the past few days,
i bought 2 top dresses,
1 slogan tee,
4 pairs of earrings &
1 pair of shoes.
im eyeing on an everlast bag which is so
BIG,GIGANTIC,HUMUNGOUS,COLOSAL,ENORMOUS,
plus many more adjectives that is related to that,
which cost $100.
espensive but worth it for sure.
guess,
i will search for it in K.L. then.
a few more weeks,
can bear with it!
hope i get money to spend.
i hope it's quite a lot.
i want bags,shoes,clothes,bottoms & accessories!
K.L.!!!

anyway,
i just chat with anisa for one hour.
talking about ______.
harhar.
it was fun.
when i put down the phone,
i felt like calling her again.
quite close to anisa now though we are not in the same school.
we plan to go out on monday.
just the 2 of us.
how fun!
vivo-happyfeet-camwhore!
yay!

okay im going to update my friendster now,
update pictures of monster [nich teo] later!
if you can't take digusting scenes,
better not view those pictures,
you'll DIE!
harhar!

[[3C1!]]

2006-11-18T21:17:00.000-08:00

im in 3C1.
ahhh!
i hate okay.
i want to be in 3D1.
ck is there together with chubby mama.

i don't know how they put us in class.
must be in an unfair manner.

the thought of separating is so dumb.
i will miss watching mr chua's sweat trickle down his chubby cheeks
when he teaches.
harhar.
woops.

i don't want to be in secondary 3 can?

eee...
that 'botak'/gay in my class?
how?

can i change class?

[[yw tagged!]]

2006-11-17T20:56:00.000-08:00

ahhh...
yw tagged!
we're in the same class!
hooray!

here it goes...

your secrets survey.

1.what's in your wallet?
money,ez-link card,library card & keys.

2.what's under your bed?
insects & dust i guess.

3.what's on that way top shelf or in the very back of your closet?
skeletons? harhar.
shelf - books.
closet - clothes.

4.what's in your underwear drawer?
money & accesories.

5.what's in the trunk of your car?
dead animals rotting like hell.

6.what's in your locker or desk?
containers of blood & raw body parts.

7.do you have a super secret hiding place & what's in it?
containers of pee & faeces!

8.do you feel guilty about something right now,if yes what?
i spent a lot during my last shopping spree.

9.what is the most embarrasing thing in your room right now?
my powerpuff girls on my bed.

10.have you done something recently you hope no one finds out about?
ya.

11.what is your last thought before you fall asleep?
ahhh...headache!

12.how long have those leftovers been in the fridge?
7 centuries.harhar.
a few days!

13.if i confiscated your computer & took a look around,what would i find?
i'll kill you if you do that.

14.do you sleep with anything?
pillows,DUH.

15.what is your midnight snack weakness?
macdonalds.
67773777.

16.have you ever shoplifted?
lingerie shoplifted!
cannot resist that sexy bra!
harhar.

17.have you ever vandalized anything?
school tables!

18.ever danced with a devil in the pale moonlight?
wah,go prom with devil?!
maybe?harhar.
what devil you talking about?

19.what do you wait until no one is looking to do?
urm,adjust bra.
harhar.

20.have you told the truth in this survey?
scary but true.
harhar.
not really.
you didn't ask me to tell the truth for goodness sake!

not that bad,THANKS!

[[vivo-ed]]

2006-11-16T20:35:00.000-08:00

vivo-ed today with anisa + gang & nicholas teo.
the guys played at the arcade except nich teo.
he was in school uniform so what do you expect?

so we went to 'cocoa tree'.
wanted to buy chocolates but i resist the temptation.
then,
went to 'toys r' us' to look for someone.
instead,
we took many dumb photos of nicholas teo.
anisa you still owe me some!
let me post a few first.
i'll continue later.

viewer's discreation is advised.

child-abuse! *tsk.

so obsessed with it!

this is super candid!

he didn't even realise we were about to take his picture?
harhar.
okay,
i think he loves the pony.
oh no,
he loves his yun-er.
*eee!*

sorry shiyun...
but may i ask,
what do you see in this man?

harhar.
kidding!

oh & beware,
don't buy the gingerbread man at coffee bean unless
you want to die from puking!

okay,
vivo is not that big by the way!
but there's a big staircase at the water park.
looks nice.
oh & i feel like watching movies there.
i heard it's big?

shopping tomorrow!
can't wait!

[[yo,you die!]]

2006-11-16T02:24:00.000-08:00

im tagged again by nicholas teo.
the evil one.
for that,
i shall post dumb pictures of him that me & anisa took.
hah!
you can't sue me,you only have 2 bucks.
can't afford a lawyer!
HARHAR.
you owe me MANY.
die you die!

here it goes.

1.your age...14.[no,im 41,seriously!]

2.i am listening to...the sound of the keyboard,i type you see.

3.maybe i should...stop hibernating for more than 12 hours.

4.i love...sleeping,eating,slacking & MANY more okay.

5.my bestfriends...MANY MANY MANY.

6.i don't understand...why i am very loud.

7.i lost...this bear of mine which my mother made spectacles for it.

8.people say you...are a crazy wacko who is very lame.

9.love is...not about the outside but the inside.

10.somewhere,someone...is dying from a life-threatening disease.

11.i will always...sleep if you don't wake me up!

12.forever seems...long.

13.i never want to...give up again.

14.my mobile phone...is my daily companion.

15.when i wake up in the morning...i will go back to sleep.

16.i get annoyed when...someone is too serious.

17.parties are...very hectic but fun.

18.my pets are...given away by my mother.

19.kisses are the best when...they are sincere!

20.today i...was almost late due to sleep.

21.tomorrow i will...go shopping at bugis & towntowntown!

22.i really want...*shall not disclose*

won't pass it around.
not really that TYPE,you hear nicy hitlery teoy.
pictures later.
you'll love it!

[[!!!]]

2006-11-14T08:22:00.000-08:00

okay this is heavenly dumb.
im supposed to be watching 'bring it on - all or nothing'
but because of hitler teo!

so here it goes.
nicholas teo you are so going to get it from me.
347 bubble teas please,THANKS!

full name: nuraniah binte mohamed ismail.

backwards: liamsi demahom etnib hainarun.

were you named after someone: no!im one & only.

meaning of your name: the light of life.

nickname or screen name: aniah.

nick: aniah -.-""""

screen name: ANIAH -.-""""

birthday: 25th july 1992.

place of birth: national university hospital.

nationality: singaporean.

current location: planet earth.
[im from mars,mars chocolate production center <3]

star sign: leo.
[don't provoke me,i bite.]

religion: islam.

height/weight: 5 feet/101 pounds.
[no higher,no shorter/no heavier,no lighter]

shoe size: 7

hair colour: jet black.

face inherited from: chubby & jeremy(eee!).
[my parents DUH!]

iinie or outie: in,i think.
[what's this about anyway?HARHAR!]

leftie or rightie: alRIGHT!
[i know this is about my hands.]

gender: female.

bestfriends/trustmost : aishah/MANY MORE!

guy friends: when you go to school, you meet MANY interesting men.

greatest buddies : toomanytosaycan - there's such a person in earth.

bf or gf: too little too young.

parents: mr mohamed ismail & mrs zainiah.

worst enemy: nobody actually.

best online girl/guy: anisa.
[a lot of talking going on there]

greatest advicer: sister.
[when she gives advice,you won't worry a bit!]

crying partner: pillows,emo music,tears.
[dramatic,you won't want to see me cry.]

any sisters/brothers: 1

any pets : used to have terrapins but mother gave them away.

any disease: used to have eczema & asthma but not anymore!

pagers: i don't want to be a laughing stock.

telephone: 6******0

cellphone: 9******8

pool or hot: hot tub is more romantic!

a car: i wish!

driving: you won't want me drive in singapore.
[if you want to commit suicide,just call me.]

own room: it's better to share.
[someone will clean up your mess!]

schools: cnps,cps,ctss.

colours : pink & brown.

relationship with parents: close!

believe in yourself: most of the time.

love at first sight: no.

prayers/pray: to live this life to the fullest.

believe in reincarnation: no.

a teaser: heh?

loves hanging on the phone: when i want to b****h with anisa.

getting married: too young just too young.

loves driving: you want the news to be flooded?
[with unlicensed driver killing many in singapore.]

motion sickness: when the ferry won't start moving & continues to bop.

eat stem of brocolli: i love brocolli.

eat chicken with a fork: i use the fork to dig out my eyes.
[it's for eating,DUH!no i didn't eat my eyes.]

dream in colour: it's like high definition telly.

type your fingers on home role: mrs wong can you help?

sleep with stuffed animals: stuffed pillows rather.
[used to sleep with different types last time,now no.]

person who sleeps next to you: the man of my life named AIR!

on the walls of your room: pictures & paint.

on your mousepad: a cat?

dream car: i want a motor license!

dream date: dream on rather!

honeymoon spot: on top of mount everest can?

amunder your bed: mrs wong where are you?

single most important question: got chocolates?HARHAR.
[kidding.i don't know.]

bad time of the day: morning.

worst fear: manytoosaycan.

theme songs: MANY.

hardest thing about growing up: not to be PMS-y.

funniest/scariest experience: when ck does her thing/when ck acts like a ghost.
[anybody can beat that?]

siliest experience: peeing in my pants.
[happened a long time ago!]

worst feeling: to be lonely!

greatest feeling: LAUGHING!

list 5 people whom u want them do to this survey.

i don't owe people 347 bubble teas do i?

[[bored.]]

2006-11-13T08:13:00.000-08:00

im so bored eh.
i just knew that im selected to become the sec 1 camp facilitator.
it sucks big time!
thanks to the teachers,
im sure im going to be quite moody there.
so heavenly!
i want to go for the sec 3 camp!
ahhh!

i don't have anything to blog today.

we went back to our secondary school to practise during band.
most of the stuff are kept so less instruments to play.
took a long time to finish our SYF piece.

im so bored.
i don't wish to go for the thingy on wednesday for the facilitators.
i would rather be stuck in the band room than anything else.
ahhh.

like who cares,
i don't want to be a facilitator.
it just sucks.

i just need some retail therapy.
i need shoes!
i need clothes!
i need bottoms!
i need bags!

the worst thing is to know that something that i can never have is so near yet so far.
='(
i cried because of you.
good enough?
i don't think i am.
demoralized!
whatever,i just have to move on do i?
because that's life isn't it.
=''(

[[step up.]]

2006-11-11T08:40:00.000-08:00

had band today.
a tad bit boring because i can't play most of the songs.
the timpani was gone!
missing.
disappeared somehow.

slacked with sheila & all.
was so bored okay.
i was watching the time & all.
long time never gossiped with ck,mayhui & natasha.
if mayhui & natasha were there,
i think it would have been much more interesting.

then,
after the whole ordeal,
went to jurong point with bestie to catch a movie.
we wanted to watch 'happy feet' but it comes out on the 23rd.
so we decided to watch 'step up'.

yea!

i must say.
it's really good!
i rate it 4/5!
it's funny,sad,romantic & inspirational.
i love the dancing & all.
it's uber cool & i wish i can dance like that!
so natural.
it's a must watch.
i really like it.
watch it okay?

channing tatum is really hot & sexy.
the way he talk & walk.
his dressing style.
it's really sexy.
he has a hot bod too.
muscles are abundant!
he grooves smoothly.

jenna dewan is really pretty.
she is very graceful when she dances.
her style of dancing varies.
she's really versatile.
she can dance contemporary & everything else.
she gyrates sexily.

match made in heaven.
a hot bod & a sexy yet curvy gal.
what more can you ask for?

just watch it.
it's kind of a perseverance movie which shows teen spirit.
harhar.
watch okay?

i feel like catching 'happy feet' when it comes out.
anybody in for it?
the penguins look really cute.
especially young mumble!

why am i in to movies all of a sudden?
maybe it can expand my plots for compositions.
harhar.

maybe going to bugis with my sis & cuzzie.
galfriends outing.
harhar.
going to shop.
i need new shoes,clothes & accessories.
going to be really thrifty,
i want to buy a new school bag!
hope it turns out well.

i feel like taking guitar & dance classes.
want to learn how to rape a guitar & gyrate sexily.
harhar.
but im sure my parents won't approve of it.
they might worry that it might disrupt my academic performance.

whatever.
im giving up on princess hours.
boring me out.
going to watch comedies & such.

intensive studying in a few weeks.
can i handle the pressure?
yes i can.
harhar.
persevere no matter what.
if i fall,
just have to pick up myself.
that's life.

okay.
good morning.
it's 1 am.

[[raya outing.]]

2006-11-09T07:22:00.000-08:00

im so shagged!
i'll probably sleep or something after this.

so today went out with my primary school friends.
a total of a whooping 17 + people came.
harhar.

we wanted to meet at 1 but delayed till 2.
guys are very vain!
anyway,
first house was hanis's house.
it's in yishun so it's like damm long.
have to take bus somemore.
then,
reached about 3 plus.
so late okay.
procrastinate like crazy.
ate & all.
she made guava juice.
i like!
the chocolate cornflakes is uber nice.

second house was anisa's.
super nice.
i like.
damm modern.
i wish i had a bigger house & i can have it in jap or bali style.
that is so dreamy of me because i can't even organize myself.
im so going to start to get organize by now.
harhar.
i finished up the tapioca strips with bestie & blackpepper chips.
her mother fried chicken & french fries.
so sweet.
watched part of 'slither' & 'princess hours'.
'slither' is a tad bit disgusting.
please don't watch if you have a weak stomach.
even a person like me,
who can stand dead bodies & all,
super sadistic & all,
can't stand it at certain points.
princess hours is very drama.
harhar.
i think korean guys are very sexy with long hair!
=)
okay,
i shall not be smitten.
there's one & only!
harhar.

after that was my house.
i didn't know why i felt so hot.
anyway,
watched 'america's funniest videos'.
they laughed like the whole house is going on earthquake.

then,
was hidayah's house.
i like her house because there's this water fountain.
plus there's fish & terrapins.
oh love!
i got to pick one up & it's so obedient!
harhar.
then,
i went back home!

anisa & me at hidayah's house!

tomorrow there's band.
after that,
lebian outing with bestie.
to imm & westmall.
watching 'happy feet'.
i feel like watching 'step up' too!
cam-whore tomorrow!
we're going to wear camp tees tomorrow!
hooray.
excited.
cannot wait to laugh together!
bestie <3!

[[sheng siong.]]

2006-11-08T09:13:00.000-08:00

im supposed to be sleeping.
it's like 1 am in the morning & in 12 hours time it's raya outing time.
excited.
going to meet all my primary school friends & all.
bestie's coming,
that's the best part!

today was no different from yesterday.
i woke up at 4.
yes, 4 PM PEOPLE.
well,
that's not worse than 8pm right?
the wonders of sleeping!

then,
after i bathed & all,
mother asked me to follow go supermarket.
none other than the SUPER CHEAP sheng siong!
yes the stuff there are really cheap so i like to go there buy food.
no need to spend so much you see.
the place is full of discoveries.
i like the candy part & the fish part.
many thangs to see ya know.
harhar!

sister trying to convince mother to buy pasta.

lecturing about pasta again.

at my favourite part,
the fish section!

what's this?
EEEWWW!
GIANT LIVE FROGGIES!

these fishes are REALLY BIG.
REALLY REALLY BIG.
can feed 20 people!

these are big LIVE fish!
really big!

these terrapins are sold at $26.
never buy them.
they have shell diseases.
how can i tell?
there are holes in the shells.
buying them means trouble,
you might get smenollea or something.
this disease of some sort that can spread through contact
with sick terrapins,tortoises or turtles.
so don't buy,
according to what i've read,
IT MAKES YOU REALLY SICK!

mother testing out detergents.

pay up.
this picture only means one thing.

heavy bags to bring home!
sheesh.

on the way home,
while waiting for bus 282!

mother counting money.
okay she looks like a criminal here.
sister showing mother her picture.
she looks guilty.
harhar.

that's all for now.
can't wait for tomorrow.
anisa's not online.
boo.

james morrison's voice sounds nice.
added him on the playlist!
go listen okay.

shagged.
SLEEP TIME!

[[awww...]]

2006-11-07T09:17:00.000-08:00

hmmm...
i slept the whole day today.
probably i was too tired.

i've been thinking what i would do without all 2bees in my class next year.
it would be like so boring.
no laughing when mr chua screams & shouts.
no shouting & screaming when teachers are not in class.
no dirty class.
no shouting when we win something.
im so going to miss 2B1.
like we are so cool among the rest of the classes.
im sure we're the only class who are so united & funny.
im sure the teachers had a hard but FUN time teaching us.
especially mr chua.

boo.
i want to be with 2B1 forever & ever!
im sure everyone does.
i hope i can cope with triple science & won't be demoralized by that nerd.
to think that we are going on our separate ways turns me emo!
gosh.
i don't like the idea.

will miss everyone.
even empress dowager for looking like a ghost & combing her hair.
harhar.

okay.
no band tomorrow.
YES!

lesbian outing.
cannot wait.

shall ask mother if i can go raya outing on thursday.
mother will confirm say 'ask your father'.
i don't like that.
he'll confirm change expression & that's scary.
maybe ask my friends to meet at my house.
that's better.
then she'll believe im going out with my friends &
NOT a boyfriend.
don't have any,please!
hopefully can go.
i want to cam-whore!
$$$ & food.
like what can make it so boring?
hope bestie can go!

2B1 is L-O-V-E!

[[AHHH!!!]]

2006-11-06T07:23:00.000-08:00

today had band band band!
yay!
woke up half & hour late but im still early!
i dreamt of band outing at east coast park?
it was totally interactive,
whatever i thought about will be in the dream.
cool huh?

was super hype up!
i wasn't feeling moody moody!
me & ck were like so evil.
we kept laughing at people coming in to the room.
the door knob is spoilt inside.
so,whenever people pull the knob too hard,
it came off & their expression is totally PRICELESS.
damm funny.
laughed at mr masree.
melvin always in & out but never once did the knob came out!
then,it was zachary's turn.
laughlaughlaugh!

then,
we have a new song.
try to figure this out man - RNRHOF!
there you go.
im so evil huh?
it's totally sexy & all.
i can gyrate my moves & whatsoever.
okay im lying because we played at tortoise speed & we only did 8 bars!
there's jhr! t&s! SBM!!!
damm sexy.
im playing the timpani yet again for this piece.
i DON'T MIND AT ALL ck!
wanted to play the drumset but i guess i will screw up really bad.
if zachary is already being scolded & not even allowed to play,
what about me?
much worst because im lousier,weaker?
im sure he'll make me do pumpings.
that's worst!
i haven't had a drumset piece before & i will go nervous.
hands cold & shivering.
i just don't want to be scrutinised.
thanks but no thanks!
seriously.
i doubt i make the cut.
guess i'll just stick to my baby timpani!
harhar.

anyway,
we finished blam!
our syf piece & yes that is not the title,
just an abbreviation!
okay abbreviations are love!

im so not worried anymore.
after me,
at least there's one person that i can count on the timpani!
that's ish!
phew,
he's around or else there's no one to teach the future percussion how to play
the timpani!
i guess i've grown closer to it after playing on it a lot of times.
used to hate it but now im loving it.
who cares if im not exposed to the drumset & all.
i can always learn *winks*

okay.
band was fun since ck is not in her moodymode!
kong li was funny today.
she made an action & we laughed hysterically.
totally funny!

then,
after band.
waited for aishah since fatin,her & me wanted to catch the grudge 2.
then,
aishah had to go to the band store & we wanted to meet at the destination itself.
but sadly,
she had to do some heavenly packing.
like what the toot!
='(
i was quite sad.
no one to scream along with us.

then,
went with fatin only.
wanted to call anisa but she had an obligation!
grrr...
anyway,
we went to eat first then we went to buy popcorn & all.
sat near the middle.
lucking there was somebody beside me.

i rate the movie 3.5/5?
i think if the plot was much more interesting,
it would have been much better.
the sound effects are amazing - frightens me like crazy.
the sound effects also signals when we should get ready to close our eyes!
harhar.
the lady ghost moves like she's krumping!
harhar.
i was laughing at one point of time when she moved retardedly.
otherwise she would have been very scary.
she still got a sense of humour!
i hate her throat sounds.
i can make the sounds so if you want to hear just come to me!
harhar.
the boy ghost.
just sit at one corner & *MMEEEEEEOOOOWWW*
in a very high pitched & irritating manner.

if you're planning to watch,
don't.
waste of money.
watch happy feet or step up or something.
scary parts are limited but they are REALLY scary.
for some.
not scary enough for me though.
it got me screaming but my heart won't race like i just fell in love!
if you can't stand watching 'shutter',
don't watch this.
you'll literally pass out.
harhar.

scary parts to watch out for.
the first part where the girls are in the house & the nerd is stuck in the storeroom.
totally sensational.
i screamed loudest there.

the part where the girl is in the bathroom alone.
must watch!
she peed!
she was imagining stuff.

the part where the jap girl was in the hotel with her boyfriend.
she thought the person coming towards her under the blanket
was her boyfriend but she was so wrong!
harhar.

the part where the girl was in the office alone!

okay there're many parts that are scary so just watch it.
buy the dvd or something.

there are funny parts too!
krumping!
harhar.
& on the bus so please look out for it.

im going to KL in december!
HAPPY!
SHOP TILL I DROP!
don't know whether to get presents for people.
probably only bestie & some others.
okay i don't know.
no promises!

watched 'so you think you can dance?'
im so sad stanislav is out!
he looked like clay aiken!
the freckles & eyes.
ahhh why?!
i think ben is cute & i mistaken benji for ben.
they are like twins.
benji & ben.
harhar.
ben's hair is totally sexy okay!
their pictures later.
still searching.

searching for matthew gray gubler also.
sexy pop out veins!!!
killer eyes & prominent forehead!

going to have lesbian outing with bestie on friday.
long time never have bonding session!
looking forward to it.

going out with primary school friends on thursday.
most probably unless i have something on.
quite a number of people i don't want to see.
never mind.
see how.

LESBIAN OUTING!
friday come quick.
wednesday come quick too.
tuesday is just a few hours away!

awww.
poor thang!

[[hmmm...]]

2006-11-04T09:27:00.000-08:00

i remember jeremy once said this to me.

i know that every morning you'll take out *blahblahblah's* picture & say 'i got to school everyday because of *blahblahblah*.

screw that.

i remember this gay telling me.

maybe in your mind,you have something to tell me.never know you secretly like me.

screw that.

why do guys always think im so desparate.
im so heavenly agitated by it.

i remember people thinking i like chubby or nicholas teo or jeremy!
like for heaven's sake.
not that blind,not that dumb.
THANKS.

do i potray myself like a prostitute?
because what they said make me think like that.
judgemental.

IM SO NOT DESPARATE OKAY.

actually,
i don't need a man.
sheesh.

shagged.
slept at 4 yesterday & woke up at 7.
i need my winkies!
night!
i mean morning!

[[silver screen spectaculars.]]

2006-11-02T09:38:00.000-08:00

i came back a few hours ago.
after eating at macdonalds.
prior to that was a concert.

conrad classics - silver screen spectaculars.
i rate the concert 4 stars out of 5.
didn't want to go at first but because it's at the esplanade,
plus i don't need to pay,
i just went for the fun of it.

the first song from the movie 'E.T.' was okay.
i never watched the movie until finish.
i find it a tad bit fantasy-ish.
harhar.
duh,
aliens coming to earth?

the second was a song with 4 movements.
taken from the movie 'red violin'.
i was about to sleep.
i saw people sleeping.
the song was 38 minutes long but they extend it by 2 minutes.

then there was an intermission.
ate mrs fields muffins with fatin.
bought double chocolate muffin.
there was an offer of buy 2 get 1 free so we took the chocolate chip one too.

then,
we came back.
they played 'chicago'.
reminded me of 'selections from chicago'.
we played that when we were under the baton of miss yip.
brings back memories.
superb!

after that,
they played 'harry potter:the socerer's stone'
im not really a fan of harry potter.
i find it a tad bit boring like what i used to think of 'lord of the rings'.
however the music is nice.
i like the first part of the celesta.
heavenly.
i think im going to catch all the movies.
maybe even read the books.
harhar.

then,
the concert ended.

went back to school.
the trip back was havoc-y.
we were all like noisy.
melvin kept irritating me & selina kept laughing.
then,
we always talked about aisyah & raimi.
harhar.

then,
some of us went to eat at macdonalds.

went home after that.
walked home rather because wei lun didn't want to take the bus.

came home at around 11.
tired.
body ache.
maybe the seats should be slanted so that we can have a better view.

sso rocks.

i missed the class party because i woke up at 3.
my crazy sleeping times *tsk.

[[computer geek huh?]]

2006-10-31T09:16:00.000-08:00

i don't feel like slacking during this holiday period.
i want to be more hardworking than the last holiday period.
i remember i even forget how i write after the holiday last year.
so horrible!

okay first & foremost.
im so going to learn how to make my very own blogskin.
learning bit by bit.
im now learning html!
suck.
there's a test also.
like what the toot.
i doubt i can remember!
sheesh.
i don't feel like searching through zillions of blogskins.
so sick of it.
seriously.
i made a pact with anisa.
we are going to set up an account in blogskins to showcase our creations.
ya right!
i want to be in the triple science & i still want to make blogskins?
do i have the time?

next,
im going to practise my scrabble skills like crazy!
look at this -> http://www.slate.com/id/2152255/?GT1=8702
first move - BINGO!
damm crazy please.
what kind of carpenter is this?
i want to make mr ong proud!

then,
im going to start reading again.
i want to improve my english!
maybe i'll start reading malay newspapers everyday because i find malay storybooks a bore.
im currently reading 'memoirs of a geisha'.
old movie but nice plot!

urm,
maybe play mind games like chess,rush hour,sudoku & crosswords.
i want to be ready for triple science!
mind must be sharp & must make me think out of the box.
i think i need to attend some lessons with my uncle!
he's a champion.
he beat me like crazy when i played with him.
he represented his school before.
that would be cool.

then,
probably buy assessment books.
for sec 3,
must be ready & armed with geek stuff okay!
not forgetting revision in december - INTENSIVE.
november is slacky a bit but by december i must start studying.
must reach my goal.
i aiming for 90 so that i can get 80!
harhar.

okay.
i feel like a geek already.
ahhh.
i don't want to be shang jun!
oh help!

[[?]]

2006-10-30T07:15:00.000-08:00

when i couldn't do a thing to help.
when in me,
i kept asking myself to help but i can't.
there's a barrier & i can't.
even if i want to,
i can't.

helpless as it seems,
i really wanted to.
not i didn't want to.

sheesh.
guilty conscience okay?

i was worried & confused okay?

if only you feel the same way to,
won't it be easier?

[[new environment.]]

2006-10-30T05:24:00.000-08:00

there was band today.
we moved to the primary school for practice since the school is going to be demolished.
which is good since we only have 3 timpanis,
now i can practise with 4.

first,
we came to collect our books & scores.
the rest took their instruments.
then,
we went to the primary school.
many people gave us the stupid stares.
the canteen shops were closing when i want to eat lunch!
then,
went to take the percussion instruments in the music room at 3rd floor.
used the lift.
i was the lift woman.
holding the lift & all.
we took quite a long time since there were many instruments.
the lift is SMALL mind you.
then,
we warmed up & all.
then,
at about 2.50 we had drills.

we forgot all our squads so we were divided by alvin.
im in squad A!
then we spent 2 hours to learn how to turn while marching & all.
we were the most enthusiastic squad i think.
we clapped & cheered all those stuff.
there were
darrin,aishah,me,one flute junior,weilun,fatin,zachary,indra,selina,clinston,russell,genesis,raimi[EEE!] & anson.
there were many casualties in our squad.
zachary fell,clinston giddy,genesis fainted in the toilet?
out of all places?
harhar.
shall not be mean.
sorry.
but it was quite fun though i felt sticky & all.
my legs are painful after the whole process!

then,
we had band practice.
we practised 'sway','mancini magic' & our SYF piece.
it was like rushing & all.
after that we were dismissed.

went to 'macdonalds' to grab a bite since i didn't eat breakfast & lunch.

oh yes,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEILA.
may all your wishes *ehem* come true & all okay?
be a good gal.
*ehemehemehem*
okay.
i have a sore throat.

looking forward to band & results of streaming on wednesday!
i hope a miracle happens!

shagged!

worried of course!

[[happy birthday.]]

2006-10-28T05:06:00.000-07:00

happy birthday chubbywubbysissycupcakenicholaslimyanchong HEY!
may all your wishes & dreams come true in your future endeavours.

hope you like my present!

yes i like your present.

huiling's present is cute too!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOTHER!
I LOVE YOU & your cooking very much.
less naggings & you'll look younger.
trust me.
harhar.
hope you like the shoes!

[[as we go on...we remember]]

2006-10-26T19:35:00.000-07:00

i remember the first time i came in to this new environment.
some place called 'ctss'.
unsure to join it at first since i so want to go 'cgss'.
but no,
mother disapprove it so here i am,
slogging my life in a school that i won't enjoy.

i was so nerdy at that time.
untucked shirt,
long skirt,
long thick & damaged hair with no bangs or fringe,
blemished face & whatever not okay.
i stepped in to the classroom with a new front.

i never knew life would change drastically.

i remember sitting beside jx on the first day.
'elephante' as i've nicknamed him.
quite unfriendly & cold.
i asked him his name & guess what he said?
me:your name is?
jx:jixiang,aiya,you don't know how to pronounce,you not chinese.
me:*bleah,to hell with your pride*
at first,
i hated him so much for treating me that way.
what's wrong of being malay anyway.
equal rights,
we are all human at least.

i remember being with syazana aka NANANA!
best friends like sisters.
damm close.
whenever i need help,
she's there.
whenever i need counselling,
she's there.
we bonded like crazy & i thought with her,
schooling would be a breeze.
until destiny took it's turn on us,
we were separated because of one stupid fight.
lasting impression on me,
i so didn't want to lose her.
why must she be taken away from me when im not even in the situation?
unfair.
i find it so unfair.
i hate it.

i remember discovering im shafinah's cousin.
VERY VERY FAR APART COUSIN.
but we are still connected.
at first i felt a connection with her,
but soon after,
she sought friendship from others,
as maybe,
we are not friendly enough towards her.

i remember being cliques with shafinah,NANANA & aishah.
we used to do homework together at the same spot.
having laughters & whatever not,
but as time went by & we change & due to some circumstances,
we drifted further & further away.

i remember how close i was to aishah after all i've been through.
i didn't really expect much since i thought she hated me like crazy.
we bonded & were inseparable till one day...
*toottoottoottoot*

i remember i sat with wendy YEEEEEEEE!
how she would handle my fantasies of taufik batisah!
i still remember how we sang in english classes.
damm sexy.
copying answers during math when we were unsure.
it was nice.
a girlfriend to sit beside who has a really nice aura.
she don't know how much i've missed those times!

i remember i sat with jeremy!
the so emo guy in the class.
at first,
i was so reluctant,
i've got bad history in his books.
i miss wendy too.
i realised how much it would take to fail,
just a bit of slacking will do.
jeremy made me realise not to slack or i'll end up losing.
i remember how i bugged him to tell me who he likes.
'CLUE OF THE DAY' so i call it.
everyday at 11,
a clue is given so im a step closer to confusing myself & elimination.
i remember how long i've sat with him.
almost 2 years.
i remember how he would leave me alone if i sleep.
which is good because i hate my sleep being disrupted.
oh and he loves to copy homework especially math.
being vulnerable & gullible at first,
i gave way but then i realised that if i let him copy,
he won't learn anything & he'll continue failing.
so i put a quota on it.
harhar.
he always draws or reads or watch mature telly stuff.
that's what make him VERY mature that even the childish me can't handle.
however,
during the 1 & half years,
i found out that there is more to jeremy as it seems.
you're no cool dude!
you can only act cool!

anyway,
i remember sharing jokes with ck when she sat with aishah.
we would laugh at the most lamest things.
however,
mr chua made her sit alone.
we crack jokes less & start staring at each other especially during history.

i remember how i used to 'fight' with miss sim just so that i can get in to band.
i don't care & continued being hard headed.
in the end i got in to band!
yay!

i miss mrs chee & miss yip who used to guide us.
i remember playing rubbish in the percussion room
while mrs chee guide the other sections.
slackslackslack!
it's boring & even boring when there is no seniors to teach.

i remember woh yrahcaz deirc!
woops!
sorry.

all the noise & whatever.
all the cheering.
al the mocking.
all the fights.
all the laughters.
all the teachers coming in & storming out.
basically,
EVERYTHING.
i will never forget.

2B1 2006 is the best.
i will miss each & everyone.

this is goodbye.

as we go on...
we remember...
all the times we've...
had together.
and as our lives change...
from whatever...
we would still be FRIENDS FOREVER!

[[lalala...]]

2006-10-25T19:06:00.000-07:00

school was super mundane.
i slept for one hour after recess.
so sleepy because i came back at 1am due to hari raya.
slept on my table & i dreamt of many STUPID things.

first dream.
me & some friends were in a bookshop.
the bookshop is really small but there were tall TALL book shelves.
with manyMANY books.
then,
while browsing through some books & getting advice from chubby.
son of mocha,
the librarian wizard,
chubby was acting like balrog from 'lord of the rings'.
at first it was okay,
can handle it because it's minor acting.
suddenly,
he went kuku in the head & starts chasing us in the bookshop.
he started charging towards a person in front of me,
suddenly i woke up.
my ears were all hot & i was shivering.
chubby walked past.
harhar.
damm crazy.

second dream.
i was reading 'memoirs of the geisha' in the classroom.
the class was havoc-y as ever.
suddenly 2 ladies come in to the classroom & starts checking everyone's bags.
i don't know who they were but they disrupted my reading.
then,
one of the ladies approach me.
an indian lady.
she:have you seen my daughter arifa?
me:*shakes head*
she:let me check your bag.
me:*opens bag*
i think the lady must be thinking arifa is in my bag.
IM NO KILLER OKAY.
why would i even bring a corpse to school?
so heavy & waste of my energy.
she checked my dictionary & asked me the meanings of everything i scribbled.
so irritating okay.
i felt like i was a criminal & she an officer.
then the next lady approached me.
she looked familiar.
maybe i saw her on telly.
she:have you seen my daughter thuzar?
me:*shakes head*
she:*asks shafinah & so on & so forth.*
luckily she wasn't as dramatic as arifa's so-called 'mother'.
if not i think i would have killed her in my sleep.
woke up because of mrs chan kailing.
HMPH!

then,
i took a chair so i can lie down.
started sleeping.
suddenly weizheng said 'why is everyone sleeping everywhere?'
im like 'we are not orphans,we sleep in class.'
then,
suddenly mrs grace khoo came in & asked us to disperse.
it was science lesson so we moved to 2D1.
IRRITATING.
disrupt my sleep.
was so irritated & agitated.

did some lame survey.
it's either you draw or you write so i drew.
too tired to write.
kind of fun though.
drew stick man & whatever.
ugly but cute.
who gives a damm.

played chess & there's this guy from 2C1 who is so irritating.
he irritates me since the second trip to 'bukit timah nature reserve'.
he told me to jump & die.
he started chattering like a monkey so whenever he talks
i'll be like 'i hear a monkey chattering do you?'
macaca!
i know im mean but who cares.
irritating monkeys can go to hell.
angelic monkeys rule okay.

went for band.
not as eventful as monday.
didn't laugh that much.

ahhh...
im so sleepy.

tomorrow is the last day of school.
hate it.

sorry im lazy to uplopad the photos here.
HARHAR.
TOO BAD.

[[SELAMAT HARI RAYA.]]

2006-10-24T04:20:00.000-07:00

selamat hari raya to all muslims.
sorry if i've done anything wrong okay?
please forgive & forget.
thanks!

preparations done & whatever.
pictures for your viewing pleasure.
no humans just decorations & all.

the plastic flowers used for decorations.

use white tack to stick it all over the house.
harhar.

when it's done!

blossom love her new shades!

7 year old monkey.

very simple & colourful sides.
harhar.

tired.
more pictures later.

[[hooray!]]

2006-10-23T21:10:00.000-07:00

yay!
tomorrow is hari raya!
im so happy.
cannot wait for all the goodies & $$$!
yes!
a month flew by so fast.
too fast rather.
i felt no sense of time.
harhar.
will miss the month though.
it's calming & i don't need to be afraid at night!
okay got to help mother cook chicken curry & stuff.
YES!
I DO COOK.
DON'T UNDERESTIMATE MY GIRLPOWER.
harhar.
okay,
im a tad bit clumsy at times but who cares,
at least it's edible although i hurt myself a lot of times.
knife cuts,hot oil splatters on to hands,hands touching hot surfaces,
i still survive though.

to all muslims,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA.
forgive me if i've done anything wrong or whatever.
not perfect you know.
enjoy people!

[[ahhh...]]

2006-10-20T08:05:00.001-07:00

okay so i have many things to say okay.

first & foremost.
i cut my hair.
it's really REALLY short & i CAN'T WAIT to grow it again.
it's really short that i cannot take it.
i feel like 'dr. spencer reid' from criminal minds.
gahhh...
guess i have to overcome & move on with the 'litte bo beep' hair do.
i keep pulling my hair in hope that it would grow longer.
i only like my fringe & nothing else.
GROW HAIR GROW.
if it's longer,
it will look like a real concave bob.

next,
my parents bought me a new phone since they were quite happy with my results.
bought nokia 6280 silver in colour.
im currently using my old card since there is more than $60 in it.
so im using a stupid OLD nokia phone where the key pads go on & off like crazy.
i can't wait till 14th november when i can really use my phone.
maybe i will dwindle the $60 so i can use it earlier.

then,
today,
went to get our family potrait.
it's so BIG.
okay not really.
but if you come to my house you can see.
i love the pink thingy i was wearing.
damm striking!

okay.
then,
i bought new bangles & all.
plus white hair bands.

today's deeparaya concert was very 'screamy & hyper'.
i was making jokes all the way.
laughed & screamed like mad.
the chinese opera was worse.
i almost fell asleep.
made a few jokes & got bored.

slept the whole day in class.
guess i was too tired.

band sectionals was the usual.
practised SYF piece.
damm boring i tell you.
it's all the same thing.
played the marimba & all.
gahhh...
i miss the fun.

it's the last few days of fasting & there's a lot of challenges.
everyone seems to be drinking bubble tea every where!

okay.
im going to entertain myself by listening songs.

aishah!
im like so popular because of the dumb picture!
damm.
harhar.

shayne ward's 'that's my goal' is nice!

[[be bold?]]

2006-10-18T06:34:00.000-07:00

you scaredy cat.
what are you so scared about?
he won't eat you up right?
then,
why don't you even talk?
can't even say hi?
too shy?
you stupid freak.
what can you get out of being shy?
you see,
now you're in big trouble.
he won't even say hi to you.
just straight away talk.
you don't even look up when talking,
you really want to die?
just talk.
wave or something if you can't speak.
if he turns away before you can say hi,
wave to his face for goodness sake.
are you that dumb?
you are obnoxious & loud & yet you don't have the guts to do that?
you call yourself aniah?
tsk.
you used to be bold but why did you turn in to a weakling.
why are you hesitating?
you dumb freak.
this attitude cannot be tolerated.
you must do something about it.
maybe if you try,
maybe you can.
make her jealous,
that is what you want remember.
you can see through her right?
see how dumb you can be?
you tell me what's holding you back?
crazy woman.
!!!
angry & furious about this okay.
you dumb ass.
just do it as in just be open.
you have nothing to hide.
you don't want this to go on right?
the silence & cold shoulder.
it's very hurtful right?
then?
do something about it!
sheesh.
how stupid can you get huh?
!!!
just talk like how it used to be!
ahhh...
you stupid aniah.

bonkers.
im talking to myself.
=/

[[bored to death.]]

2006-10-18T05:26:00.000-07:00

went to the new school building today.
the school is very prison-like.
i feel very threatened by it.
ahhh...
the floor is like so dirty.
eek!
the band room is far from the parade square so if we have concerts,
we have to bring the instruments through the pathway & whatever.
the classrooms are separated like crazy.
one level will have mixed classes.
='( i don't like it.
boooo...

school was boring.
the chinese students had tea appreciation.
the rest were in class playing.
played pictionary & hangman.
listened to mp3 & all.
watched movie.
i realise that i cannot draw barney!
boohoo!

then,
had band.
played our SYF piece.
almost done.
i love it because it sounds nice in tempo.
well,
we are not in tempo yet.
almost there i hope.
it's nice nice nice!
i wonder what the set piece would be?

im so in love with 'memoirs of a geisha'.
the story is interesting.

i want to cut hair tomorrow.
i don't have much money.
budget around $10++.
just a slight trim or whatever will do.
it's becoming thick.
maybe thining it might be an option.
cut my fringe definately.

oh & i think chris botti look like wee chee.
both of them look the same when they play the trumpet.
only chris has blonde hair.
harhar.

library tomorrow!
yay!

[[the hunt for one dumb book.]]

2006-10-17T05:24:00.000-07:00

im awaiting 'little britain','everybody hates chris','csi miami' & 'criminal minds'.
yea,
today is longest telly session of the week.
so while i await my lovelies to be shown on telly,
i shall blog about today.

school was a bit mundane.
i slept during math.
mr chua has the most funny ways to wake people up,
he used the exam papers & knocked on my table twice SLOWLY.
if he did that when i was dreaming,
i won't wake up.
i have a history of sleeping.
serious,
i slept during lessons like history & mother tongue plus math *gasp*,
during english too,when mrs wong is a bit too 'long-windedly'.
i slept during free periods where we are forced to read 'reader's digest'.
for that 'reader's digest' periods,
i'll seriously sleep as it means i would have to read it like 5 times.
heh.
it's quite nice though.
after the lesson you'll feel refreshed.
harhar.
sleeping is LOVE.

got back our finalized results.
my percentage is 76%,
which means i improved by 6 marks.
yay!
quite satisfied but could have done better like seriously!
will buck up like crazy next year.
im not going to take history as i got an A2.
my source based skills are down in the dumps so im not going to take any chances.
double dose of history gives me shivers.
i got B3 for english,
which was what i expected.
next year,
i'll aim to get 80% for my percentage.
class positions is nothing,
i just care about my percentage.
80%!!!
I WANT!!!
i might be thinking of going triple science after all,
but have second thoughts about it.
i just don't want zhou dandan to be in my class sorry.
just don't want to be too stress in the competition.
i don't want to be in the most competitive class.
it's scary.
imagine if there's great depression,
HAVOC I TELL YOU.
maybe i'll consider biology since i love it so much.
gahhh...
i'll ask my parents for opinions.

anyway,
today i went to 'borders' with aishah to spend our gift cards.
we roamed the whole place just to find 'memoirs of a geisha'.
we wanted to read it since we couldn't watch it.
we searched for 1 hour ++ & i started to lose hope.
went back to the entrance to get the book that aishah wanted
which was 'the black dahlia' & the movie is M18 so it's better to read the book.
while going back,
we passed by the literature section which we passed by before.
i saw a black book with a lady that has blue eyes.
TA-DAH,
our stupidity,
we didn't check the literature section properly,
the book was right smack there all along!!!
so we bought our books & took the train back home.
it was a 1 hour ride.
i was like 'when is the train going to stop at jurong east...'
it was super long.
prevented to sleep so that i won't get lost.
i can't wait to finish reading it & exchange with aishah.

okay it's almost time to 'little britain'.
going to holding site tomorrow.
surely it will be a macaca trip.
going with shafinah & aishah.
can't wait.

band tomorrow.
mr chew.
ahhh.
i want mr mazree...

scary.
sexy though.
tomorrow?

[[bittersweetbittersweetbittersweet!]]

2006-10-16T06:43:00.000-07:00

school was bittersweetbittersweetbittersweet.

firstly,
went to school with shafinah because of the 'tie BIGGIE issue' you know.
okay wore tie & whatever.
i thought we would be done after that but NOOO...
we have to check our attire.
i tried not to make myself not to be rebellious because i know that the more
i rebel,the more i will get so yea,
this is what happened.
she:okay,you up!*points to me*
me:*smiles & in my head im thinking 'im so done for'.
she:*pulls up my blouse & touches my skirt*okay,unfold your skirt.
me:*quickly unfold & in my head 'damm'*
she:okay,tuck in properly,all the way in.
me:*eyes dilated & 'oh no' in my head'
she:*looking disgusted*tuck in somemore.
me:hah?!more?at the back?
she:*nods & beckons shafinah to stand*
she:*releases shafinah & tuck my shirt more*
*ask me to go*
me:*RUN...TOILET...*
practically bitter okay.
i tried to be positive all the way.

i realised that i lost weight.
i lost about 2 cm of my waist.
yay!
sweet.

then,
came the results of our exams.

first was math.
didn't expect it at all,
didn't meet my expectation.
managed to pull through an A1 - 77.
thank You!

second was mother tongue.
not to my expectation too.
luckily my CA marks pulled it up.
i thought i got an A2,
but i miscalculated so it was an A1 - 77.
thank You!

sweet.

then recess...
i was all hyper.
okay,aniah overacted a bit because of one stupid incident.
i went wacko okay?
thank You so much.

triple sweet.

after recess,
was free period.

then,
literature papers checking.
i was so disappointed please.
mr ong gave me an expression that i didn't like.
i thought i failed okay.
but no,
i got an A2 - 72.
3 MORE MARKS OKAY.
if only i did had full marks for 'broken image'.
if only i did not write 'shire' for settings.
i would have gotten an A1 please!!!
gahhh...

bitter.

then,
history.
double bitter.
i got an A2 - 71.
4 MORE MARKS OKAY.
if only i spent more time on my structured essays,
i think i could have done better.
but i hope my CA marks will pull it up like crazy!

then,
science.
at last okay.
sweet.
i got A1 - 93.
never got this kind of marks for exams before okay.
exhilirated.

im worried sick about my english.
i hope i get a B3.
i don't want a C5.
it will affect my L1R5 really badly if i get a C5.
anyway,
what is done cannot be undone.

although im not really happy with my results.
im quite thankful that at least God was fair.
Thank You.
You answered my prayers.

i know my parents expected more.
i know that i've let people down & whatever.
if this was a competition,
i'll be cut.

band was okay.
i was quite ___ but ck cheered me up.
the way she smiled,
looked like the 'God of death' in 'deathnote'.
i laughed myself silly like crazy.
she taught me how to play some stuff.
elated!
she also showed me how mr tan conducts.
HARHAR.
that reminds me of eagles!
then,
we made bird actions.
it's damm funny okay!
harhar.
we have finished our SYF piece.
elated.
we just need to go in tempo.
which im really afraid of & i hope i don't fall in my own nervousness.

the stupid haze.
why don't they burn themselves too?
itchy nose & eyes!
irritating!

im shagged.
i need telly sessions!

=)
i can't wait okay.
must be totally sexy.

[[done.]]

2006-10-15T07:58:00.000-07:00

i hibernated the whole day!
weee...

read the newspapers.
watched teevee.
then,
after eating dinner,
SPRING CLEANED.

woohoo.
many PAPERS that i threw away.
felt like burning them.
harhar.
add more haze & laugh my guts out,
showing people how sadistic i can be.
>=) HARHAR.
okay i better shut up before people report me for arson.
hehehe...

my sister sacrificed a box for all my stuff since i have no space left.
woots.
now,
it's neater.
no more fish tank.
asked people what to do with it,
i threw it away.
i don't want to keep terrapins anymore.
i don't think i have enough responsibility.
i think my parents won't allow it anyway.

i feel so accomplised now.

tomorrow's monday.
have to come to school early with tie.
=/
plus exam results which i think will suck.
double >=/
but there's band tomorrow so it will at least lighten some stuff.
=/
still =/
hopefully there will be jokes & whatever tomorrow.
so it can be =)
chubbo's not coming tomorrow because of his feet.
*rolls on floor & laugh hysterically*
i think he's big foot that's why.
HARHAR!
so no jokes during d&t.
maybe will ask nicholas teo to wear the googles again.

meeting shafinah because she need to bring her tie too.
elated.

anycase,
tomorrow will be the day of reckoning.

just pray that i will be okay.
i hope i can go to the class that i want to.
i don't want to separate from 2B1.
i hope mr chua can still put us together or something.
2B1 IS LOVE.

oh,
i think you guys should listen to shayne ward's no promises.
very meaningful song,totally!
i will put it in my playlist.
listen okay?

tomorrow's monday.
gee...
im shuddering.
never felt like this before.

you don't know how long i've waited for this.

[[AGAIN?!]]

2006-10-14T04:51:00.000-07:00

okay that 'nehnehpok' nicholas 'hitler' teo made me do this.
you know i don't like it & he's just doing it to spite me.
i hate this kind of things because it's like so common.
why can't everyone be unconventional for once?
to spite that macaca back,
LOOK,IM HAVING SUCH A FUN TIME HERE!

list 10 of your friends [any gender] below:

1.aishah
2.shafinah
3.nicholas lim
4.afina
5.anisa
6.nicholas teo
7.darrin
8.vrin
9.haniz
10.wirnida

now answer the questions below referring to the friends you listed above.

how long have you known 1?
before i was born? since primary school.

have you been to 8's house?yes,raped her even.

do you like 6?
NOT THAT BLIND THOUGH.

are 4 & 10 friends?
they've never met before -.-"

have you been to 3's house?
& get nagged by his mother,OF COURSE NOT!

would you ever live with 5?
why not?

when was the last time you talked to 4?
10th october.

would 1 & 6 make a good couple?
why not?if they want to be scandalous?

how about 8 & 10?
lesbians huh?

have you dreamt of 2?
just now morning,about D&T?!

have you ever slept with 9?
*gasp* im not married to her am i?

is 7 attractive?
im not THAT BLIND you know.
he looks a bit girly & mom'sboy-ish.
in other words cute [according to the dictionary's meaning]

do you love 4?
VERY VERY MUCH.

would you ever cuddle with 1?
duh,she's my lesbian partner know.

would you ever kiss 3?
if you want the whole singapore to go on fire?

what do you like best about 6?
he's my ex-son & i hate every single bit of him.
he's gentlemanly *pukes*.
gosh,this is revolting.

have you ever had a crush on 1,3,5,7 or 9?
no.there's some one else...

do you ever wish never to meet 3?
im not THAT EVIL you know.

how did you meet 5?
primary school.

has 2 seen you naked?
what?you're trying to imply im a flasher?
*flashes* -flashing a big grin,don't think sick-

have you seen 2 naked?
no.duh.im not a pervert you know.

who is taller 5 or 10?
not sure.

would you ever go out with 3?
you mean you never want to go out with your friends?

have you met 4's family?
yup.

do you think 7 is funny?
he's a tad bit serious.
he seems to be thinking like a grandma you know.
harhar.

what about 6?
TOO FUNNY.
HAR THE HARHARHAR.

where was the last place you went with 1?
jurong point to get afina's presents.

when was the last time you hung out with 2?
not too long ago.

where do you want to take 3?
chocolate factory because both of us are big eaters?

when do you want to see 4?
A.S.A.P.

would 5 & 6 be a good couple?
YES.since they've never met.-.-"

have 7 & 8 kissed?
YES.in their dreams as they've never met.-.-"

would 9 or 10 ever live together?
i doubt so.

would you let 3 have your baby?
NO.

have you ever told 1 a deep dark secret?
too many.harhar.

has 1 ever told you a secret?
DUH,SHE IS MY LESBIAN PARTNER PLEASE.

would you run away with 6?
NEVER.or i shall die being killed.

who was the last person 9 kissed?
her boyfriend?

who was the last person 7 hugged?
his father,orlando bloom.

what word or phrase does 5 say alot?
nevermind.
i love my straight hair?

does 6 make you laugh?
when he wears D&T goggles.harhar.

does 2 every annoy you?
she's too curious at times.

when did you last call 4?
10th october.

do you ever talk to 3 online?
never.

what about 2?
many times.

does 10 smells bad?
hell yea. YA RIGHT.of course not,DUH.

does 1 smells nice?
NO.ya right.
harhar.

are 1 & 8 friends?
i guess so.
they've met once.

now the most exciting part.write down 5 names & ask them to do the survey.have fun.

1.blah
2.blah
3.blah
4.blah
5.blah

i stop curses,THANKS.

there you go.

[[HAPPY BIRTHDAY.]]

2006-10-13T10:27:00.000-07:00

today is my blog's first birthday.
still going on with 332 posts for the enjoyment of the public.
it's been a fun year writing in my blog.
all those ventings & comments.
ahhh...
all fun.
im proud of myself!
i usually end up with blogs lasting with only 40 postings but look at this now,
332!
woah,smoking!
harhar.

it started off with '-la-dolce-vita-.blogspot.com'it means 'the sweet life'.i decided to change it to add a personal touch to the name.many people would ask,why 'la-luce-di-vita.blogspot.com?'i say,'la luce di vita' is italian for 'the light of life' which is actually the meaning of my name.i changed it to italian because i find italy,italian language & italian food nice & interesting.i love italian chocolate - ferrero rocher!no i don't like swedish chocolates!harhar.so there you go.

trying to convey a more personal touch to the blog,
i change my blogskin every month.
i try to find blogskins which convey a message about me.
the current one,
the ending for all to know,
is to show how much i love bangs!!!
[that is so out of the question.]
i would love to share the ENDING of every event with my readers of course.

my writing style have changed.
i used to talk about mature stuff but after time constraints,
im talking about my daily life.
maybe i shall go back to mature stuff as it's more urm,
fun to write.

my writing attracts different readers.
i know of one reader who always reads my blog so the sis says.
SHAFINAH'S BROTHER.
harhar.
thanks for reading my crap ya?
nah,
he just wants to know more about the band updates so i shall be mindful of that.

to my sweetie bloggie:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR BLOGGIE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
yay.
may you last till the end of my lifetime!
thanks for being my companion through thick & thin!
MWAH TO BLOGGIE!
=)

HITLER TEO.

2006-10-12T08:46:00.000-07:00

okay nicholas teo 'hitler 2' made me do this.
IT'S SO FUN OKAY...
-.-"

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: nuraniah bte md ismail.
Birth date: 25 july 1992.
Current status: single.
Eye colour: very dark brown.
Hair colour: jet black.
Righty or Lefty: righty.
Zodiac Sign: monkey[chinese]/leo.

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE.
Your heritage: indonesian extract & many more.
Your fears: many.
Your weaknesses: laziness.
Your perfect pizza: hawaian.

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: oh damm,mama's shouting again.
Your bedtime: 3.
Your most missed memory: cps 6/5.

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: coke.
McDonald's or Burger King: both have nice food.
Single or group dates: either or,no preference.
Adidas or Nike: nike.
Lipton tea or Nestea: lipton tea.
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate.
Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino.

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: do my breath smells tobacco to you?
Curse: duh.

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Drank alcohol: have you seen me drunk?
Gone to the mall: duh.
Been on stage: i don't think so.
Eaten sushi: nah.i miss sushi.
Dyed your hair: never.

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER?
Played a stripping game: yes.in the toilet where the only spectators are non-living things.
Changed who you were to fit in: nope.

LAYER EIGHT
Age you're hoping to be married: before 30.

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye colour: dark brown.
Best hair colour: pink/purple/green.right.
Short or long hair: godiva hair.ya right.SHORT.DUH.

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 minute ago: doing this dumb quiz.
1 hour ago: blogging.
4.5 hours ago: eating.
1 month ago: studying
1 year ago: probably homework/project.

LAYER ELEVEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I love: youyouyouyouyouyouyou.
I feel: hungry.
I hate: nicholas teo.harhar.
I hide: when im scared.
I miss: band.
I need: chocolates.

LAYER TWELVE: TAG 7 PEOPLE.
NUMBER ONE: nobody.
NUMBER TWO: nobody.
NUMBER THREE: nobody.
NUMBER FOUR: nobody.
NUMBER FIVE: nobody.
NUMBER SIX: nobody.
NUMBER SEVEN: nobody.

i stop dumb quizzes;THANKS.

[[the boredom!]]

2006-10-12T07:46:00.000-07:00

okay.
blogger has been a big retard for the past 1 hour.
i've been trying to post & they keep saying that there's error.
oh the horror.
very frustrating know.

anyway,
hari raya preparations going on.
probably tomorrow i will finish the spring cleaning that never started.
harhar.
it's really messy.
VERY.
there's like plastic wrap,accesorries,A FISH TANK,paper wrapper,files,books
& it's all over the place.
sheesh.
i need to be hardworking.
i've even occupied my sister's place.
she's been handling it quite well,
no one screaming JUST YET.
oh,you won't like it when she screams,
hysterical i tell ya.

going to make cookies tomorrow.
hooray.
have been making a number of cookies for hari raya.
so this year is special because we didn't buy more than one cookie!
everything is home made & hand made.
so yea,
our personal touch this year since we've bought an oven at last!
the stove oven is a totally loser.
we haven't used it since 500 B.C. & we are afraid that an atomic bomb
like 'FAT MAN' which dropped on Nagasaki on 9th August 1945,
might happen again.
i certainly hope that this year im not lazy to bring my friends to my house.
probably ask my parents about it.
i want to go out with my darlings.

i miss anisa like mad.
although we have a history but overseeing that,
i remember all those good times that we had.
i truly enjoyed it & i wish i could experience it again.
it's totally priceless.

we used to sit together for mother tongue during primary 6 year.
together with liyana & hanis at the back.
it was totally fun with a capital F.
we will crack jokes resulting in staying back as we couldn't finish our work.
funfunFUN!
we will always joke with mr mahrom who wears perfume which is not really
pleasant to smell & sometimes it just itches the nose.
oh,
we love laughing at his appearance,
just too,urm,HIGH.
harhar.
he taught me a japanese word which means 'good' in his context.
the word is 'bagero'.
it's a bad word so don't use it in japan or the
kempeitai [japanese military police] would come & hunt you down
in singapore & start WW3,
using the same 7 torture methods,
boiling,
sunbath,
plucking toenails & fingernails,
ants on legs treatment,
water treatment,
drumming a pencil in to one's ears
& electric shock.
harhar.
okay im still in the history mood,i don't know why.
me & anisa sat right next to each other so we always talked like mad.
we talked about our dreams & aspirations.
we'll go all imaginative about stuff.
she won't go like 'oh my mama,you're retarded' & all,
so my morale of being imaginative didn't stoop low,
i talked what i thought in my mind.
harhar.
very fun okay.
we'll laugh & all.
do corrections & all.
it's damm fun.
how i wish i can have those days back.
harhar.

oh talking about fun.
i will my 2B1 very dearly.
although we don't have class spirit last year,
we now bonded in to one BIG HAPPY FAMILY.
we always share jokes & whatever.
we have many happy memories & all.
i will always remember those good times that we had.
the havoc & all.
mr chua's dinosaur-like shouting which would send some in to laughing fits.
laughing is one thing that is a staple in 2B1.
i will surely miss that when we part.
i don't want that.
i hope we can have a last ALL PRESENT class gathering.
the priceless memories together i can't forget.
I LOVE 2B1!

[[things to get done]]

2006-10-10T05:26:00.000-07:00

i need to get things done after the exams!
oh-so-frustrating!

first & foremost.
SPRING CLEANING.
nope,
no flowers have grown but i need to clear all those files & worksheets lying around
my messy messy MESSY room.
my sister's going to scream if she sees the condition of the room like that.
so i better get it cleared & FAST.

secondly,
i need to lose weight & grow taller.
my time for height growing is probably limited.
i need to get a skipping rope.
a pink or blue one perhaps.
yippee.

thirdly,
a desparate haircut.
i want to avoid split ends.
i need a hair trim before my hair grows like paul twohill.
also,
i want to avoid the curling of my hair in to cockroach-like feelers at the ends.
hair trim hair trim hair trim.
i need to save $$$. -.-"
probably a concave bob would be nice since i had it last time & i liked it.
or maybe something new...
gahhh...
to avoid mishaps,
concave bob is the safest.

fourthly,
i need to practise my stickings.
i didn't practise during the exam period so i must practise during the 5 days?
miss band so much.
i miss our SYF piece.
gosh,
im still listening to the concert songs?
harhar.

ahhh...
okay im like so bored.
shall entertain myself with some telly & crosswords.
sudoku sounds nice.
gonna print out some later.
=D

probably read the science textbook.
miss seah wants to teach us the other chapters. *gasp!*

no school tomorrow.
BOREDOM.
no laughter.
spring cleaning with no flowers.

i miss all those talking!

NANANA.

2006-10-10T02:43:00.000-07:00

NANANA asked me to do this.
since im bored,
might as well.

1.Single,taken or crushing?
Crushing.

2.Are you happy with your life?
quite.full of ups & downs you know.

3.When you meet the right person,do you fall in love with him fast?
you need to know the person well enough before falling in love.it takes time.

4.Have you ever had your heart broken?
can you be more specific?

5.Do you believe that there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
are you crazy?if i said yes,then i can let my partner sleep with other girls.
im not unfeeling & i don't want HIV!

6.Would you ever take back someone who cheated on you?
if i want to die early through HIV, yea.
but most of the time,i'll see whether the person is really remorseful before doing anything.

7.Have you talked about marriage with another before?
i still have many things to accomplish in life okay!

8.Do you want children?
probably.

9.How many?
2 or 4.
depends,you may never know i'll have twins you know.

10.Would you consider adoption?
if im infertile maybe?

11.If somebody like you now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?
how would i know?how about you tell me?

12.Do you enjoy getting in to relationships?
sacrifices have to be made & it's a rather hard choice.
i don't know,
never been in a real one.*shrugs*

13.Be honest-what is the furthest you & your ex did?
never been a relationship.
what?
frenchkiss myself?

14.Do you believe in love at 1st sight?
of course not.to love a person means you need to know a person in & out.it takes time.
one look is not enough to judge whether he is THE ONE.
never judge a book by its cover.

15.Do you believe that you can change someone?
why not?

16.Are you romantic?
*laughs* how would i know,i don't date myself!

17.If you could get married anywhere, where would it be?
italy or something.great barrier reef, at the same spot steve irwin died.
that would be a historic moment.
=D

18.Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
you think?who in the world won't stay resolute in her standings?

19.Have you ever wished you could have had someone but you messed it up?
can interpret it in to proper english?
i don't understand.

20.Do you have feelings for someone right now?
ya.*shhhh*

21.Have you ever broken a heart?
maybe,i think.sorry!

22.If one day your best friend fell in love with the boy/girl who you deeply in love with, what would you do?
probably tell her that he got me pregnant?
harhar.
no,
i'll let her have him if they are in love.
but if it's one sided,
i'll shoo her!

23.Are you missing someone now?
why are you such a busybody?

Now, you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.Write down their names in the list below.Tag them in their blog to let them know.And DON'T STOP THIS GOING AROUND SURVEYS.it made people occupied =)

i stop curses;THANKS.

[[im BACK.]]

2006-10-10T02:03:00.000-07:00

YOOHOO...
yesyesyes!
im back.
like duh i miss all the crappings!
i miss BLOGGING LIKE SERIOUSLY!
each entry is like a new discovery of the other side of my crappy brain.

ahhh...
i know you guys have been missing me too.
awww...
touched!

talking about brains.
my brains[? i only have one & A BRAIN] all screwed up after those muggings.
anyway,
after all those agony,
im so glad to declare
THE EXAMINATIONS ARE O-V-E-R OVER!
*cuts red ribbons*

time to celebrate before the dreadful results come back on our milky ways.

im so happy that it's over okay.
like finally.
after long mugging sessions.
this is what we are looking forward to,
THE FREEDOM.

this is going to be a long post so get ready some popcorn yea?
HEH.

first paper was our mother tongue paper.
i don't know what the heavens to write for my paper 1 compo.
so i wrote about me being arrogant & ending up in my own misery.
i wrote crap so im ready for crappy results in this component.
structured writing was rather surprising.
i chose to write a letter which i ALWAYS avoid.
i wrote like 3 pages as in 1 full paper & the front of another.
teacher said it's long.
gahhh...
of course,
being a typical singaporean,
I WROTE LIKE I'VE NEVER WROTE BEFORE.
paper 2 was alright but only after that did all of us realise,
we failed almost every section.
maybe not all, 2 - 3 sections but still. MACACA!

the second paper was,urm,what was it,english paper 1.
had no idea what to write about.
so i wrote the same storyline about a friend dying.
*SORRY YEA?*
i wrote crap for my newspaper report.
won't ever & never will be a reporter.
my reporting skills suck,just face it.
im sure mrs wong will scream if i said she was my english teacher.

then,urm,math paper 1 & literature.
both were managable.
i am SO RELIEVED that there were no characterisation questions for LOTR.
i seriously don't know the characters well enough,
except for orlando bloon though HEHE.
math paper 1 was easy,
i was able to answer all of the questions.
didn't had time to recheck my answers because of the stupid graph question
which i only managed to finish in the last minute.
*grrr...*

then,HISTORY.
oh my mama,
it was like so LONG.
i wanted to PEE so badly,
not on the paper,
in the toilet.
my hands ached like CRAZY.
i spent too much time on source-based questions,
writing neatly & blahblahblah & the paper ended
with untidy & unsightly scribblings.
EEEWWW.
but i was relieved when it was over,
at least it's the LAST history paper im sitting for.
i don't want to know about BENJAMIN FRANKLIN.
*winkie wink shafinah*

after that,
math paper 2.
made careless mistakes.
hope i do well though.
*prays*

last paper for the YEAR.
english paper 2.
it was quite okay.
i think i made a few mistakes.
hope it pulls through safely.

now that the exams are so over,
im going to enjoy like mad.
going to hibernate like a wild boar,
use the computer to my heart's content until the day my father
break it because of my results,
going to do crossword puzzles & sudokus so that my brain won't rust.
if only i had a scrabble partner at home...
if only i could play chess with matthew gray*drools*...
won't that be like fun.
okay im sounding like a geek.
i don't think i have the $$$ to go out unless i get a LOAN.
talking about loans.
im relieved that our math project turned out okay.
YAY!

YEEHAAK!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BANALOON 1, AFINA!
MWAHMWAHMWAH.
may all your dreams & wishes come true.
i hope shawn will be together with you so that you can be happy.
i hope that you can be less egoistic it's sickening & revolting i tell you.
i hope you like the prezzies ya?

OHOH.
i think the school is like overeacting.
it's the exam period & they are so stringent about students
bringing tie for a short assembly.
well,
they make assembly on a tuesday which is not the first day or last day
of the week & thus,we tend to forget.
oh give us a break,
it's the exam time,
we think about exams NOT TIE.
it's my first time anyway,
i left it in my SCHOOL BAG not in my other bags.
i keep it in my SCHOOL BAG so that i will remember.
SHEESH.
so on monday,
i have to come at 7.15 when school starts at 8.45 with my school tie.
how crazy is that?
today,
was the record holder.
the most people not bringing tie on a TUESDAY when there is NO ASSEMBLY
because of EXAM.
give us a break man.
there were like SO MANY teachers LOOKING at us.
making sure we tuck in shirts,
write down our names on pieces of paper.
just for forgetting A MISERABLE TIE.
people tend to forget so come on,
there's no need to make us look like dirt.
'if you don't bring your tie RIGHT or you don't report RIGHT,
something horrible will happen to you.'
*cries*
IM SO SCARED,RIGHT.

right shafinah?

[[hiatus.]]

2006-09-19T03:03:00.000-07:00

goodbye readers for a moment.
i would love to concentrate on my studies so i won't be blogging till 10 october.
await my comeback on 11 october okay?

will miss writing but for the sake of my studies,im sorry.

happy belated birthday michelle!(16 september)
make your hair spiky-er okay?
use half a bottle of gel.
that's a tip given by raimi which i will only use in tornados.
your head will stay in place while your body will be flying around,
so good luck!

happy belated birthday cuzzie.
i forgot when's the date but still your birthday right?
urm,
stay as bubbly as always.
forever laughing & all.
i still remember when the chili sotong gravy went in to your eye.
OH MY GOODNESS.
it's damm funny okay.
you asked for water when we were in the room
& the only water available was orange juice.
not forgetting the liquid that is in our bladder!
harhar.

happy birthday zachary CHEE not FEE!
old man already,
but got no muscle.
what a disgrace!
according to readers' digest,
you should drink more chocolate milk
to get muscles!
so in order not to get teased by mr chew,
drink more chocolate milk
or just suck a brown cow's -censored- will do!
harhar.

i love making nicholas lim & teo laugh!
TSUNAMI!
i lost my turrrban. *please overslur*
how?

10 MORE DAYS TO STREAMING.

goodbye,
see you on 11 october!

TIME TO STUDY LIKE CRAZY & BE EINSTEIN OVERNIGHT!

want to be as close as i can get.
help me here.
all i need is to feel Your Grace.

mwah!
ahhh...
you can't imagine how much i ______ ___.

[[study.study.study.]]

2006-09-16T09:51:00.000-07:00

examinations are so near.
what the toot.
okay im going to study hard!

homeworking tomorrow.
2 science journals.

just finished editing my english oral presentation stuff.
hopefully it'll turn alright.

going to do science homework tomorrow.
study history & mother tongue hopefully.
make sure my parents don't tempt me to go out.

ahhh...
i didn't eat dinner & im so hungry.
it's 1 am in the morning.

gahhh...
going to wake up early tomorrow & do my work!

oh ya,
science report!
*tsk.

EXAMINATIONS.
GOING TO DO WELL!

i just want to be closer to God.
it's His Grace that i want to feel.
His Power i can't question.
tears well up when i feel Him around.
He says that i should change & for Him i will.

i just want to be closer to him.
for it's the friendship that i want,
not anything else.
separated,
i felt that way.
we're not even amiable anymore.
not even a hi?
it's like there's a barrier but we don't know what it is?

Oh God,
i need your help in this journey!

[[sisisi.]]

2006-09-14T08:04:00.000-07:00

the stupid inuyasha song is playing in my head.
stupid nicholas teo!
'i vant to change the world.'
ironic how japanese sing like indians.
*opps.no offence.i guess it's just that one singer not all.
harhar.

hady & jonathan.
who will it be?
both are damm good.
i think i like hady.

harhar.

okay.
anyway,
exams coming around in 2 weeks time.
like what the toot.
so fast,
streaming.
might consider it the last time i can prove to my parents that im actually studying.
they are thinking that im a computer parasite 24/7.
sheesh!
get it in your heads,
IM DOING MY PROJECT & IT TAKES LESS THAN 15 MINUTES
TO WRITE A BLOG ENTRY.
give me a break man.
im like so stressed up.
tuned up like a fiddle.
okay that wasn't necessary.

father is unhappy with my math results.
duh.
nothing is good enough.
i must get 100 for all my subjects remember.
that's his aim for me.
oh so wishful thinking.
im not perfect & im sorry that im not what you expected me to be.
i maybe on the computer all day but hey,
it's the project wearing me out,
not the msn messenger.
i still remember how you told me to aim for 100 or 90 for all my subjects.
that's when i really felt the heat.
you want me to go to anglo-chinese or national but rather
than telling me that my reason for getting that grade is not good,
well it demoralises me much.
WELL NOTHING IS GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU.
WHAT IS?
i never live up to your expectations,
i fear,
you flare.
well,
i've never thought about it before this day but i guess i was too blind to see that
my father is acting a bit like mr chan in the broken image,
only that he doesn't come back at 9.
well,
too bad im not like ah kiat or i'll be living my own life now.
give me a break.
nothing is not like before.
it ain't easy being me as it is your time.
stop comparing me with your time.
it's a BIG DIFFERENCE.
you can't see it,
i can.
well,
why don't you show me HOW IT'S DONE & i'll salute you.
show me that you've what it takes to do better than mitchelle in math,
show me that you've what it takes to do better than everyone else
& emerge in the top positions in school.
if you can't then i'll call you paradoxical.
GIVE ME A BREAK FATHER!

sheesh.
i want my life back with my own target setting.
i don't want to go to the university just to please people.

there's a difference between
high expectations
and
just-too-ridiculous expectations.
i think father's expectations is fit for the second one.

ahhh.

[[hee...]]

2006-09-14T07:48:00.000-07:00

i have to say that monday was nice.
had band.
laughed like crazy & talked a lot.
played our SYF piece.
started to get sick of it for a tad bit.

tuesday.
I FORGOT EVERYTHING.

wednesday.
wanted to skip band practice.
wanted to go home & do some studying or something.
in the end,
went for 1 hour of band with nicholas teo & hansen.
it was kind of fun.
played SYF, 'sway', 'smoke on the water', 'mancini magic', 'instant concert'.
we are moving on to real speed for 'sway'.
first time playing drumset for 'smoke on the water'.
happy.

today.
not that much.
stayed in school with chubbO,bansheehiroshimanagaSAKTHI&shafinah.
made so much jokes i laughed at every second.
started raining & i was losing my laughing self,
but it came back on when we moved under the umbrella area.
funnyfunnyFUNNY.
all the jokes seems funny when said at the right moment & at a right tone.

okay,
i miss my mr prata.
sheesh.

[busybee.]]

2006-09-12T02:40:00.000-07:00

very busy, tests & presentations coming up.
end of years are starting about 2 weeks time.
scary.
will update either once or twice per week until the end of examinations.
sorry for the inconvenience caused.
wanting to do well so give me a break.

i will miss blogging.
nevermind just a few weeks & i can embrace blogging again.
not going to write very long.

so many things to do.
BUSY GAL!
BUSYBUSYBUSY!

roti prata?

[[too little too late.]]

2006-09-09T11:50:00.000-07:00

do you have the feeling that at times?
the feeling that people are high up in the air,
you're down in the dumps.
high as in gay.
down as in sad?

hmmm...
these few days i've been in those feelings.

been thinking too much lately.
my head is in a whirl & ya it hurts real bad as in headache.
had it since this afternoon till now.

thinking about 3 stuffs that's worrying me.
ahhh...
where's the light & accent of life?

i don't think pouring it here will help?
like who gives a damm.
mmhmm...
gonna get some winks.
tomorrow is a session for 'working late'.
AGAIN.
>=(
='(

[[failed.]]

2006-09-09T11:20:00.000-07:00

ahhh...
it's 2.30 in the morning.
but nevermind,
im not THAT tired anyway.

math project work.
everything is in full swing except the report.
wirnida where are you?
i need your part!
im coming back so late tomorrow because im going out & if you don't send it to me by then,
I CAN'T SLEEP!
i want to sleep early tomorrow.
please,
have mercy on me.
i slogged so hard for the powerpoint.
well,
i did it myself anyway.
i don't care if you guys think like 'hey i helped why are you so selfish?'
well,
it wasn't you guys who typed the whole thing on to the black slides
so you don't know how lousy i felt.
but nevermind,
no complains.
it wasn't the first time anyway.
OH PLEASE FOR THE LIFE OF GOD,
I WANT TO SLEEP EARLY TOMORROW & FINISH UP MATH PROJECT FOREVER.

i need to let out my frustrations so don't really care what i write below.
just forget it.
just move along move along move along.

i don't know why im always feeling like people take advantage of me.
maybe God is trying to pay me of my sins.
well,
i don't like it.
whenever there is a project,
my family members always ask me,
'where are your friends, why aren't they helping you?'
well,
that woke me up.
it's not the first time.
i remember the geography & home economics project.
seriously,
at that point of time,
i could have pointed a gun at my head.
i remember how i stayed up all night to finish up the project.
okay,
fine,
others did stay up with me like aishah.
but where was shavinn,
where was jeremy?
probably sleeping & zzz-ing.
you know that really hurts not mentally but physically.
in the end who gets the credit,
not just me & her,
they do too.
for what?
slacking & taking advantage.
it's no fair.

now this,
i remember how i slept at 3 am in the morning finishing up the powerpoint slides MYSELF.
like seriously,
i did the whole powerpoint presentation slides myself.
the others?
some sleeping,
some doing homework?
do they care about me?
they ask for help?
no.
it hurts both mentally & physically of course.
you like it if you slogged really hard to make something work but it's only you putting in the hardwork & sweat?
i sat at the same spot for hours & slogging my way out.
i thought to myself,
why am i doing this?
why not i just leave everything that i don't need to do & everyone fails?
the thought of achieving what i want keeps me going.
my mother stayed up with me that night & it hurts me to see her staying up just to watch me.
my mother could have just slept,
have a good night rest before baby sitting some rascals who won't give her peace.
but no,
she sacrificed just to watch over me.
my sister saw everything & was constantly asking me whether i needed help.
well,
she had enough i guess.
she can't help,
like how can she help.
she was ironing mind you & to help me,
i think it's enough she is ironing my 4 days worth of clothings.

i know i shouldn't be complaining.
im the leader so im responsible to keep things going.
to lead the group.
i think i've failed totally.
if i were to lead the group successfully,
I WON'T BE COMPLAINING.
im such a bad leader & at times,
i ust wish i could do more & complain less,
i wish i had the patience,
i wish i had the perseverance that good leaders have.
i wish i had led the group well.
it's just wishful thinking though.
im not even near that.
sigh,
yet again i failed in one aspect of life - to lead.
calling myself a leo is an embarrassment.
how can i call myself a leo when i failed to lead?
='(
im so sorry.
i don't wish to spill it & being called petty.
boo aniah boo.

feeling so damm emo.
sorry gals.

[[laziness.]]

2006-09-08T12:07:00.000-07:00

im so lazy to do work now.
i just want to relax or go out & eat ice cream.
im craving for like many stuff.
cupcakes,chocolate cakes,cookies,brownies,crepes,MCFLURRY!!!
i so want the chocolate muffin in 'coffee bean' too.
it's been a long time since i've indulge in any of these.
oh my God.
i need to get out now & buy some stuff.
sheesh.

anyway,
have i told you how sick i am about people being overly obsessed.
like,
it's okay to be obsessed but being overboard is just a no-no.
like seriously.

damm.
craving like a pregnant woman.

i want to watch more criminal minds!
i miss matthew gray gubler so much!

ahhh...
don't say im obsessed over geeks.
they are just too cute to be true.

harhar.
mmm...
i can't wait sunday.
i'll make sure i buy myself some stuff to soothe my cravings!

laziness is hitting me.

i miss my friends!

okay,
i shall not be lazy & try to do my work.
TRY OKAY TRY.

family gathering tomorrow.
foodfoodFOOD.
im so excited & i don't know what to wear.
hmmm?

=)

[[done.]]

2006-09-08T10:20:00.000-07:00

im done with my oral english presentation.
i wanted to finish it tomorrow.
but i was worrying about the science report & literature.

im thinking of not sleeping tonight since i hibernated for 12 hours today.
could have done something more productive other than zzz-ing.
who cares,
im lazy & im trying to change.
like im doing productive stuff at night.
hmmm,
father's been nagging about me being a nocturnal person.
like who cares,
i study better at night & I AM doing my projects.
i chat with my friends because it adds colour to the dullness of projects.
oh come on.

anyway,
i think i'll be studying literature & mother tongue later in the day.
yes people it's 1.21 am.
not sleeping.

so hungry right now.
no,
IM NOT COPYING JEREMY.
im seriously hungry now.
hey,
i only ate like one meal today?
shall not eat until 4 am.
diet-ing.
im so called 'fat' by my mother & sister inc.
sheesh,
sickening.
i think they're just jealous that i have shape & they don't.
too bad.
har the harhar.

oh,
yea,
people have the misconception that i like nicholas teo?
oh my God,
please,
im not THAT blind,
i know i have myopia but it's not THAT SERIOUS.
nicholas teo is my ex-son.
so be it.
nothing more nothing less.
we're just friends okay.
i hang out with him after fall-in because it's fun to bully him,
pushing & beating,
like what can be more fun?
you think darrin is like that?
oh please,
he calls me an idiot & dumb,
so who would enjoy that treatment?
so please,
just friends okay.
he likes someone else & i like someone else too.
nich teo is not that blind either.
just call us ex-mother & son is enough.
no cheering about liking each other.
it's enough.
im not a two-timer.

oh,
to add on to that,
im no flirt okay?
flirting is through seductive methods not violent & fun methods?
i don't seduce people,
i beat people & have fun with people.
so please don't call me a flirt.
we are just good friends.

ahhh...
im so hungry.
i cannot take it anymore.

shall hog the television.
workworkwork later in the day.

i need food!

stomach playing 'sway'.

[[cupakes.]]

2006-09-08T10:09:00.000-07:00

procrastinating right now.
feel like doing my work at night later.
so bored so im looking for delicious recipes & pictures.

have the sudden urge to eat brownies from mrs fields.
feel like eating cookies from famous amos.
i want may hui's cupcake!
harhar.
some chocolate gateau from 'begawan solo' won't hurt too.

okay i want you guys to feel the urge too so.

yummy!

feel the urge?

my God...

cookie anyone?

i can't wait to go out on sunday.
i'll make sure i rob my mother & buy a lot of stuff TO EAT!

[[bored.]]

2006-09-07T07:36:00.000-07:00

today is such a boring day for me.
spent most of the time sleeping all the blues away.

just finished my english presentation.
correcting my pronounciation from now on.
taking a breather before moving on to my script.

i can't wait until monday when school starts.
missing school.
all the fun & laughters.
sheesh.

boring...
i have nothing to write.

gahhh...

i think baby suri cruise is so cute!!!
she has tom cruise's eyes.
so cute.
like seriously!

father is pampering & SPOILING me with 'milo dinosaur'.
with whip cream,chocolate syrup & chocolate rice on top.
oh my god.
damm nice okay.
i shall be careful not to drink it everyday or i'll get diabetes.
im having bad habits like eating sweets almost 3 times a week.
now this 'milo dinosaur' thingy,
im so prone to it.
*shudders.

paul is out & raimi is going to make a big fuss out of it like how he mad a big fuss when joakim was out.
like what a loser.
go & blame God don't blame paul for goodness sake!
maybe that will shut him up.
he keep talking.
damm irritating.
he don't even know how to do a proper push-up.
must bring masking tape to school.
lock him in the percussion room or put zillions of masking tape on his mouth.

paul stand a better chance than jasmine.

gahhh...
who cares,
hady is going to win.
he sounds like the electric guitar!!!

okay,
shall go back to work.

i wish for more band practices like wednesday without ______.

still in shock?
yes i am.

[[the battle has just begun.]]

2006-09-06T10:30:00.000-07:00

today's band practice is filled with different emotions.

today very hyper.
talked a lot,laughed a lot.
___ ___ ____ __ __.
__ ______ ____ _____.
____ ____ ____ ____.
like some auntie.
HAPPY!
most of the time,
i don't even understand a word,
I JUST NOD & SMILE.
see,
im so kind.

raimi is getting so irritating.
just admit it,
joakim sucks.

i got to play snare for 'bandology'.
hooray.
like for the first time in my life.
harhar.
okay,
it's been a very long time okay.

played 'sway'.
loves it.
especially when i/ make a mistake
a sexy thing happens.
*shhh...
i love 'SWAY'.
it's damm nice.
sexy at some parts.
woots.

got to know that sheila like zachary CHEE NOT FEE.
-no comments-

played 'instant concert.'
im getting sick of cymbals.

played our SYF piece.
was quite worried because mr chew pumped up the speed.
i was out of tempo for the first few times then i was okay.
my heart pumped like mad okay.
i was so scared.
i wonder what will happen if it goes 240?
DIE.
ahhh...

anyway,
mr chew spent so much time on the SYF piece with the clarinets.
then we percussionists,
talked & laughed.
told zachary about sheila.
harhar.
damm funny his reaction.
couldn't take the boredom.
decided to study literature & mother tongue.
but nothing could go in?
thinking too much?
guess so.

blablabla all the way.

after fall-in.
wanted to eat.
played 'slapping & pinching' game with nicholas teo.
he slap & pinch not even painful for goodness sake!
quite fun seeing nicholas teo in pain because i know my slap & pinch is powerful!
a trait my mother passed down to me.
so no guy can bully or take advantage of me,
im rough.
then,
went off to 'KFC'.
i was the only gal while we walked,
the rest all possess testerone.
felt so left out.
harhar.

then,
went home & think think think.

went to collect my new spectacles.
okay,i look the same.
anyway,
went to buy shoes.
wanted to buy blue wedges which are like so nice but no,
father don't allow,
why?
because im too short.
if i want it i have to buy it myself.
im broke because nicholas teo robbed me!
so i had to settle for something simple.

shagged.
goodnight people!

ponder like mad just now.
why is she like that?
attention seeker.
i won't even do that after - know.
like so dumb.
it's so damm obvious.
it's sickening & irritating to see.
i felt so insecure.
im sure she likes him because of his looks & not because of his good character.
yea,
his exterior may not be that good but come on,
the interior overpowers the exterior.
but im sure she doesn't see that.
how do i know?
well,
im sure she never communicated with him.
she has no handphone so she can't flirt,
i doubt she added him in msn,
so less chance.
the only time they meet band practice.
though he sometimes play at the snare drums but I NEVER SEE THEM REAL TALK.
as in,
you know talk about personal life other than BAND.
so it just proves,
she knows nothing about him & she's liking the exterior.
wrong concept.
like no point?
what if he is a rapist?
would she still like him?
maybe?
don't understand.
i can't think straight.
i felt like giving up.
why?
you don't know the power of God.
people may think it's just gossip & it might not be true.
then,
why was she so jealou when he held mh's bag.
it was just for fun.
she took it seriously & asked kong li to ask me why he did that for.
for fun of course?
DUH.
so sensitive for what?
he's not even yours.
i doubt she know him inside out?
does she know that he don't bare grudges on his friends?
does she know that he is like super compassionate & caring?
does she know?
did she even talk to him?
i doubt so?

ahhh...
the battle has just begun & I MUST WIN.

good luck mate.

why am i feeling this way?
is it wrong or desparate to feel this way?

ahhh...
i thought i only like the one & only.
i like people who are different & people won't set eyes on.
unique people.
how?

aniah must think straight!
shall not give up.
there's always a motivation in me to keep me going.
this won't pull me down.
i won't crumble or lay down & die!

if you like the person,
you don't have to attract attention because he'll miss you &
he'll come naturally.

sheesh,
i talk like im an expert.
no im not.
that's what anisa said to me.
he's my motivaton maybe it's no wonder?

_______ _ ____ ___! =)

[[drills are so drilling.]]

2006-09-05T00:04:00.000-07:00

yesterday's band pratice was fun.
though it was so short,
would love it if it was longer.

had drills.
the band was separated in to 3 sections.
A,B,C!
im in part B.
i wish i was in C!

band majors from swiss winds & yishun town came to teach us basics.
so cool.
i feel like an 'ncc' cadet.
damm cool.
tiring though.

i think my squad is like the lousiest out of all.
we took most of the time to correct our basic turning.
my legs hurt from all those turning & banging.
but i feel damm accomplished.
at last,
an improvement to our drills & the stop to the humiliation.
i saw some basketball girls looking & laughing at us.
if i wasn't tired i would have asked for rest & swore like a sailor.
nah,
i think i want to improve my drills.

how i wish we could do drills at night because there's no sun,
means no sweat & heat.
it was damm sweltering hot that the sole of my shoes conducted heat?
i thought i had a swarm of red ants under my soles.
seriously.

it was so sweltering hot & i was damm thirsty.
that stupid zachary [FEE THE FATTY ONE NOT CHEE] sprayed water at me.
see through okay.
i think people can see what bra colour i was wearing.
!!!
macaca!

gahhh.
nevermind.
learnt that i should not bear grudges.

anyway,
band was okay.
it was so short though.
wished it was longer.
bleah.
our SYF piece is in full swing.
i think the band has improved.

ahhh...
i didn't do any thing today because my computer kept crashing on me.
decided just to procrastinate.
harhar.

okay.
im damm tired.
shagged.
night!

[[so confused.]]

2006-09-04T09:12:00.000-07:00

hmmm...
thank god.
im saved for the day.
i almost popped but i tried not to,
after considering the consequences like MANY MANY MANY times.

i kept thinking,
'you pop, you die, you either pop or die!'

thanks to the motivating words of ck & aishah.
my heart tone down a bit.
i thought i was dying because it was beating so fast.
harhar.

i kept listening to 'so confused' by 2play.
damm outdated but it really relates to this issue.

OKAY.
aniah must wait for another year.
probably 3.4.2007.
or 4.4.2007
or4.3.2007
or7.7.2007
or3.3.2007.
or probably wait until i can't wait anymore!

okay...
shall not succumb to my temptations.
didn't accomplish anything today.
im too tired.
talk about band tomorrow.
JUST TOO TIRED & I'VE NO MOOD.

goodmorning people.
it's 12.20!

[[steve irwin.]]

2006-09-04T06:30:00.000-07:00

im so shocked.
steve irwin's gone?

i loved his shows.
i love the part where the opening will sing 'crocodile hunters,croc files.'
i will always sing to that tune.

more over,
his shows are full of his charismatic character.
so full of energy & bravery.
i've never seen an australian being so brave.
look at his size.
i thought he was in his 30s.
*man,am i bad at judgement.*

i liked his bravery.
admire his efforts to actually save our animals.
he loved animals like how he loved people.
his courage is oh-so-powerful.
a very good environmentalist & conservationist.
he contributed to BIODIVERSITY.
a bonus there.
well,
he should be an example.
i hope his wife continue his legacy.
it would be greater that way.

it's rather shocking to lose a very courageous & influential person.

to get killed by a stingray,
it's very rare.
he could have survived if he wasn't punctured in the ribs.
seriously,
he should have been more careful.
stingrays will only unleash the power of their barbs
when frightened,
so maybe,
he should have kept a very safe distance.
see how brave he is.
he puts his life on the line to show his love for animals
& educate the world the wonders of nature.

im going to miss all his shows.
his irritating voice which perks me up all the time during the shows.

rest in peace great friend of nature.

[[BLUE!]]

2006-09-03T10:49:00.000-07:00

i find my other blogskin BORING.
BLUE is officially one of my favourite colours.
i love blue &
I WILL NOT TELL YOU WHY.

anyway,
gemma ward is like the cutest model on earth.
i love the blue blazer & white pleated skirt she wore.
she looks so heavenly innocent.

the stripey background is an added bonus.

so as you can see,
IM IN LOVE WITH MY NEW BLOGSKIN.

again.

[[procrastination rules...]]

2006-09-03T08:11:00.000-07:00

today was another accomplishing day even though i didn't manage to chat with anyone.
ahhh...
boredom.

spent the whole day finishing up my math stuff.
so irritating but i persevered through it just by thinking 'there's band tomorrow.'
so cool that i didn't succumb to temptations to actually touch the computer before 9.
hooray!
finished up all my math homework & im left with my projects.
going to start on my math project report soon.

band tomorrow.
3.15!!!
can't wait.
SO LONG SO SO SO LONG...
I'VE WAIT FOR SO SO SO SO LONG OKAY.
i hope tomorrow will be mr mazlee conducting...
im still confused over whether to play loud or what.
guess i have to ask & if not,
i'll ask ish to play very soft so that when mr mazlee ask we just say that we were instructed to do so.
hmmm...
just wish we can play loud because it'll be more fun.
like seriously.

i miss the concert like even after 3 weeks.
im still stuck on 'by the rivers of babylon' after 3 weeks.
im still stuck on all the songs that the alumni played!
how i wish we can play 'by the rivers of babylon'.
that'll be so nice.
seriously,
it's damm nice.

can't wait to laugh my hearts out during band.
staying at home is like so boring.

okay...
shall not procrastinate...

HAPPY SEVEN YEARS TO SIS & ALMOST-BRO-IN LAW.
don't fight anymore...
damm childish.

[[procrastination.]]

2006-09-02T08:57:00.000-07:00

today is such a happy day.
i've accomplished some stuff.
finished up our math project presentation.
wrote the script & now taking a breather before writing what i need for the report.

the whole day,
i've been doing math.
didn't turn on the computer until 9!
happy goober!

decided to do math project.
was about 1/6 of the script when zachary started talking to me...
then talked about 40 minutes.
oh damm...
he made me procrastinate!
hmph!
talked about male chauvinist pig & whatever.
by the rivers of babylon & blablabla...
then stopped,
right back on task because i didn't want to waste more time.
so here i am,
taking a break...
gahhh...
i think i'll continue with math tomorrow.
finish up all my math homework so i can go on to work on my english & science.
so many things to do so little time.

happyhappyhappy!

ahhh...
shall not post so long.
many stuff to be done.

at last after so long.
17171717!
can't wait for monday!

[[holidays...]]

2006-09-01T00:13:00.000-07:00

im so bored right now.
drowned in a pile of homework & projects.

holidays are beginning...
YAY!
sarcasm is a way of life.

so much to do.
all adds up to the un-banaloon mood.
heavenly.

there's
english oral presentation slides.
improvement on science slides.
improvement on math slides.
science report.
math report.
math homework.
literature studying.[test on the first week of school!]
plus i need to revise since my results were so bad.
I NEED TO CHANGE MY HABITS.

it's september.
very special month okay.
go & guess why.

i must change for the better.
i only have *counts days* a few more weeks to change habit.
i can't wait okay.
im not going to procrastinate.
my life is at stake *exaggeration*
harhar.

hmmm...
must really change.
change study style.
change my time management.
change attitude.
change sleeping time.
change eating style.
change ___ ___ _ _____ ___.[figure yourself]

im getting my new spectacles on wednesday.
half-rimmed & my shortsightedness went down by 0.5.
miracle even though i hog the computer,teevee & study in dim light.
like what the toot.
just realised that the whole family is changing to brown coloured spectacles frames.
was in a dilemma to choose between a designer pair or just a normal pair.
chose normal pair since i don't want to be called a fashion victim.
people might talk & say im copying others or criticize my spectacles.
im so lucky i didn't choose my father's spectacles which has a brown & white frame.
i call it the 'nutella' spectacles because it reminds me of 'nutella'.
i just realised that adam has the same concept of 'nutella' frame so *PHEW* lucky.
or i'll holler in despair because he'll think i like him when I SERIOUSLY DON'T.

my new spectacles looks like my current one,
only that it's half-rimmed,more sharper edge so it gives my face some sharpness,
the frame is only 0.5 thicker...so it won't be much of a difference,
won't attract any gossips!

i want to lose weight...
like how?
run around the whole flat like a mad person & get raped on the second floor?
no way.
run around clementi & people will think im mad & obsessed with losing weight?
no way.
HOW?
I KNOW...
my hollahoop!
not only i lose weight,
i'll get shape!
i heard laughing helps too so maybe i'll join the 'laughing club'
where laughing is forced out & it makes you laugh at the stupidity of the club.
nah,
just watch more hard gay.
HOOOOOO!
SAYSAYSAY!
OKAAAAY!

sigh.
i better get back on task.

no procrastination.

'my cherie amour' doesn't sound like stevie wonder's song because of joakim.
AT LAST JOAKIM'S OUT!

[[teachers' day celebration.]]

2006-08-31T01:56:00.000-07:00

today we celebrate teachers' day.
it was raining cats & monkeys & lions in the morning.

our class theme was pink & black.
more were wearing black than pink.
it was nice though.
i'd prefer it to be pink & brown though...
it would be nicer then.
came to class,
sat down for awhile.
then it was time for our breakfast party.
im feeling so uber guilty now.
i ate like 3 bags of potato chips.
after eating,
we took photos.
then we cut the cake.
we popped the party poppers.
those behind mr chua wanted to pop at his bottom but was worried he might catch fire.
harhar.
then we put the streamers on mr chua especially vanessa.
mr chua turned around & said 'let's do it on vanessa' & starts putting streamers on poor vanessa.
so funny.
i laughed like crazy.

then,
we slacked somemore.

played a 'passing the balloon' game.
sabotaged people.
mr chua also tagged along.
when keiko was sabotaged,
mr chua offered to dance with her.
we asked him to dance the macarena since he did it before.
HE SHOOK HIS BUTT SEXILY OKAY!
damm nice.
mr chua is really sporting!

then,
it was time for the concert.
before we moved for the concert.
we played a 'freeze when the music stop' game.
so jx played 'buttons' & we all were like dancing & all.
there was one part where i wanted to pull my sleeves & jx stopped the music & SOOO...
my hands were high up in the air & some people were laughing at me.
we decided that it was a lame game & we had one more game of 'passing the balloon'.
ck got sabotaged.
harhar!

then,
the concert.
we were all very enthusiastic.
some performances sucked but there were some good ones too.
jeremy sang!
like oh my god.
at least it didn't go out of tune.
we were all enthusiastic & all that at the end of the concert,
when the hall was quiet,
we all passed down the message to shout a message to mr chua.
1,2,3
WE LOVE CHUA YONG MENG!
he turned & he shook his head.
harhar.

came back to class & did the exercise routine.
ate chips while doing the exercise.
after that,
cleaned up.
then we were dismissed.

went to mac with shafinah because she meeting her friend.
met afina accidentally.
i looked at her,
she looked at me,
SHE SCREAMED & everyone was like looking.
so embarrassing!
her friend vrin was very nice.
slacked & all at mac till about 12 plus.

then,
me & afina sent vrin home.
we went to big book shop & gossiped.
then,
we bought some postcards for vrin.
vrin came & met us at KFC because we told her that we got something for her.
we ate & laughed like crazy.

went home after that.

had a really fun time.
excited because im getting to know a new friend.

BANALOONS GANG LIVNG IN BANALOON LAND!
harhar.

HOOOOOO!
SAY SAY SAY!

harhar,
watching hard gay has some effects on me.
OKAAAAAAY!

[[teachers' day.]]

2006-08-31T01:46:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY
to
mr chua.
mr chia.
mr yap.
mrs wendy tay.
mrs chan kailing.
mdm yehidah.
miss betty wu.
miss haslinda.
cikgu murad.
mrs wong soo li.
mr tan kian chye.
mr koh.
miss seah.

i appreciate all the good stuff that you guys want to instill in all students.
your tender loving care,
your sacrifices & help are truly wonderful.
you guys have been great teachers.

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY YET AGAIN.

[[teachers' day.disappointment.]]

2006-08-30T03:10:00.000-07:00

im supposed to be happy am i?
im going to meet my primary school friends tomorrow.
i can't wait to see ashikin!

well,
i don't know what to do for teachers' day.
i think i'll make cards!
so lame but it's the thought that counts people!

oh,
i forgot to add.
the contradictory in teaching seems to be confusing me.
the differences in the teaching styles of mr chew & mr masree.
how?
mr chew says don't play very loud when it's forte & fortessimo.
we should play messopiano instead.
mr masree never say anything & he expects the percussionists to give the feeling.
i don't understand.
which one should i listen to?
well,
it's no more fun if we had to play messopiano.
no excitement.
nothing to look forward to.
it's no difference if i don't play.
sheesh.
I WANT TO PLAY AS LOUD AS I CAN SO I CAN JUST LET OUT MY FRUST.
sigh.
i suddenly miss mrs chee all of a sudden.

[[gahhh...]]

2006-08-30T02:48:00.000-07:00

hmmm...
came home disappointed.

first,
we got back our results.
no one got less than 10 for L1R5 in class.
i don't think there's a 10 even.
the best is just 12.
like what the toot.
damm disappointed.
it's me me me...
it has always been.
im so freaking lazy & i must change this attitude of mine.
nothing's going right so must change in everything.
must change my studying style,
change my time management.
i must be wise in everything & think twice before a decision made.
settled,
im going to change for the better.

im sure my parents,especially my father,
won't be pretty happy about my results.
gahhh...
im sure i'll get tuition if i don't improve.
ANIAH,
IMPROVE OR DIE!
sheesh...
i hate tuition!

then,
today band practice was so short.
about 2 hours.
2 hours of playing our SYF piece,'mancini magic' & 'instant concert'.
like THAT'S ALL?
was expecting more.
so short & brief.
couldn't take it.
i want it to be longer.

took height & weight today.
im shorter than darren.
so yea,
im utterly disappointed.
i gained ONE MORE KG!
ARGH!
irritating.
my weight keeps going up?
i realised that i just grew 1 cm from last year.
i better do some skipping!!!

no use.
it's just no use.
if i don't work hard for it,
what am i dreaming for?
w.t.o.m.s.
how i wish it was like before.
it's better that way.
I'D LOVE IT THAT WAY OKAY.
i don't know why everytime i just avoid.
not like last time where we were like so amiable?
it's me.
it's me.
it's me.
of course,
it has always been me remember?
like you've done nothing wrong?
oh,can you just sense the sarcasm while im typing this?
i think you know im being sarcastic right?
sheesh.
i'll try even harder!
i'll try even harder!
i'll try even harder!
i won't do it again!
i won't do it again!
i won't do it again!
promise.
promise.
promise.

when i listen to 'by the rivers of babylon' & other related songs.
there're only 2 things i think about.
you & what we've been through.

[[tagged.]]

2006-08-29T05:08:00.000-07:00

tagged by fatin & aishah.
supposed to do this a long time ago but was too busy to do so.

7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME.
1)i can eat a t-rex when hungry.
2)i hate to talk when im hungry.
3)i love to sleep.
4)i eat exceptionally fast.
5)i am very lazy,seriously.
6)i have a sweet tooth.
7)i hate jasmine green tea.

7 RANDOM THINGS THAT SCARE ME.
1)mr chua's loud voice.
2)cockroaches.
3)im ticklish everywhere so im scared of being tickled.
4)SARA!
5)being alone at home.
6)not having enough food.
7)sweets to be extinct.

7 FAVOURITE MUSIC AT THE MOMENT.
1)OUR SYF PIECE
2)selections from grease.
3)by the rivers of babylon.
4)la solitude.
5)prince of egypt.
6)sway.
7)many other band songs & other genre songs that is on my playlist .

7 THINGS I LOVE MOST.
1)playing & listening music.
2)food & sweets.
3)my timpani + other percussion instruments.
4)aishah.
5)my bed!
6)my computer!
7)-blah-

7 THINGS I SAY MOST.
1)wahlau.
2)what the toot.
3)whatever.
4)exactly.
5)duh.
6)ya la!
7)aiyo you!

7 LUCKY PEOPLE TO DO THIS.
im a curse breaker!

[[mondaymondaymonday.]]

2006-08-28T03:10:00.000-07:00

today was quite fun.
school was a bit monotonous except D&T.
why?
because chubbywubbysissycupcake & nicholasteofuapangeroftheyear
is in my group!
laughed like crazy & our product is a medicure & pedicure table!
harhar.

band was okay.
played our SYF piece most of the time.
then,
played 'sway' for about 5 minutes.
i love our SYF piece okay!
can vent frustrations here & there!
play as loudly as i can!
harhar.
'sway' is damm nice today.
played as loud as i can too.
harhar.

im so addicted to 'selections from grease' & 'la solitude' & 'by the rivers of babylon'.
'selections from grease' reminds me of my past time favourite movie when i was in kindergarten & primary years.
yea,GREASE!
'la solitude' is damm sexy & romatic.
i thought i was in a german or european restaurant & i was being proposed & whatever.
harhar.
'by the rivers of babylon' is damm nice & touching.
the slow parts is so damm touching,nearly teared.
the fast parts are so nice because percussion is coming through!
so pratically the whole song is nice!
how i wish we can play one of these pieces!

weather's original is love!
greedy old man.

[[slides & all]]

2006-08-27T03:10:00.000-07:00

have i told you how much i hate powerpoint presentations?
these projects & homework are killing me!

[[pic-whore.]]

2006-08-26T03:06:00.000-07:00

okay.
today was a fun day.
a day for me to relax & all.

went to esplanade to camwhore with my galfriends because it's been a long time since we've done that.
the last time was like a few months ago?
very fun.
people thought we were crazy.
harhar.
it was fun though.

all day out.
couldn't have time to think about the bad week.

was so shagged when i came back that i retreat to my hibernation site!
ahhh...
i love to camwhore but im worried i'll turn in to a vainpot!

[[bad week.]]

2006-08-25T03:01:00.000-07:00

bad week.
what an end.

today was not really fun except p.e.
sivasakthi kicked the ball & it hit my abdomen then my hip.
like what the heck,
i want mother's day!

band was bad bad bad as well.
except for teaching kong li though.
kong li is a very fast learner but she tends to forget.
she is exceptionally good at picking up things,
that's what make teaching her easier.
must be patient & persevere!

had to do stock taking.
damm tiring.
went home around 6.30 plus.
had no mood.

like jeremy said 'you're awfully quiet today'.
yea,
no mood to talk,
not enough sleep & im so dampened in spirits.

hope next week would be better.
seriously.

[[what can be more worst.]]

2006-08-21T02:40:00.000-07:00

today is quite a bad day.
especially for the ctwinds who are still recovering from the humiliation on saturday.
yes,
we sucked,
sounded bad enough to kill mozart if he came back alive.
good enough to make james barnes change gender!
yes,
it's that bad.
well,
im exagerating because well,
it can't be described in words.
it was that bad.

well,
school didn't go so well after all.
like jeremy said 'you're awfully quiet today.'
probably the lack of sleep & the haunting & daunting of the bad performance was
too great to handle.
i can't seem to think straight.
yea,
guess im just thinking too much.
i seriously miss the concert & the memories of the laughters that we had on that day
will be kept close to the heart.
I WANT ANOTHER CONCERT!

so band was just as bad.
mr chew gave ctwinds a reality check.
he lectured for more than 1 & half hours but i know,
it's for the own good of the band.
anyway,
he did 'reverse psychology' for sway.
i think if he did that all the while,
maybe we can improve.

yes ctwinds,
we have not reached THE standard yet.
we can do better than this remember?
we did it during band,
why can't we do it & prove to them that we are good?
we can try but it's no point trying if it's not your best.
we need to overcome this obstacle & this is the first & last time for sure you want to sound this way.
right?
COME ON CTWINDS,
we can DO BETTER THAN THIS.
LET'S WORK TO THAT GOLD WE WANTED!

bad day.
but when you were there...

[[our concert.]]

2006-08-19T12:18:00.001-07:00

today was a very memorable day.
the very first concert that ctwinds embark towards excellence.
yes,
very nerve-wrecking indeed.
officially the very first concert for the juniors.
we've worked since january for this day.
although it was quite a bumpy road & a bumpy end,
i still enjoyed it much for i've many good memories to uphold.

first & foremost,
we as in
zachary,hansen,nicholas teo,mayhui,ck,fatin,michelle,weilun,justin,shufeng,
liyan & me,
met up for lunch.
i thought i,mayhui & ck were the only ones coming at 1
& the rest at 1230 but no,
everyone came at one except 2.
apparently i didn't inform zachary & hansen about the change of timing.
*opps.
anyway,
met at mac then went to mr prata.
me & fatin only drank milo dinosaur because we already ate.
blablabla till 2+ then went off to school.
did i mention that hansen is one MAD PIG.
he does homework like a mad pig,
eats like a mad pig,
RUN ACROSS THE ROAD like a mad pig &
DO PULL UPS AT THE BAND ROOM DOOR like a mad pig!
MADDIE PIGGIE!
harhar.
blablabla...
saw zac(the fatty one)*opps
& he was holding on to chocolate biscuits...
wooo...
nice.
of course stole them & he apparently gave up & gave me the last 4!
harhar.

okay,
blablabla.
polish cymbals.
so damm dirty.
green stuff all over,
no wonder im getting rashes on my fingers.
blablabla.
did some warm ups.
got ready & all.
wore tie.
brought down the percussion instruments.
fall in.
fall out.
check the instruments,
see whether we left out any.
waited for the lorry.
transported the instruments & on the bus we go!
laughed like crazy.

reached nanyang girls' school,
fall in.
fall out.
carry instruments down the lorry,
brought it to the hall.
pushed stuff here & there.
warm ups,
sound check,
acoustics check,
photo-taking.
dinner.
last check of attire.
laughed like crazy because we saw this afro guy & his name is probably ALFRI!
he was a pro percussionist though from SWO!
play EVERY PERC instrument well!

came the fun part.

starting of concert.
aha!caught you staring!
after 20 minutes,
OUR TURN.
too nervous that i didn't even take out my score.
the alumni shifted the instruments & me & ck were like 'where's our stuff?'

moment of glory.
played 3 songs.
mr chew doesn't look happy.
but we were.
went out,
interval time.
saw primary school friends.
took more pictures.
went in to the corridor,
took more pictures,
went out of corridor,
gossiped.

end of concert.
went to hall.
packed percussion instruments.
laughed like crazy.
lorry came,
up goes the percussion instruments.
off we go!
on the bus,
raimi was noisy,
shut him up.
gave khatijah some reality check that liverpool sucks.
reached school.
chanted 'raimi sucks' with ck & the whole bus went along with the flow!
laughed like crazy.

here comes the lorry.
out goes the percussion instruments.
machomachomacho as we carried the heavy instruments up.
never going to carry a timpani again!!!
fixed instruments.

SO SHAG,
BACK HOME & HIBERNATE.

[[THANKS!]]

2006-08-18T05:05:00.000-07:00

THANK YOU NICHOLAS TEO!

don't cry anymore GIRLY!

[[busy eh.]]

2006-08-17T03:39:00.000-07:00

back from BUKIT TIMAH NATURE RESERVE.
IT WAS SOOO FUN FUN FUN & TIRING BUT IT DIDN'T MATTER!
FUN OKAY!
saw many things & i saw a MONKEY'S TAIL!
MACACA!
a cute squirrel too.

I LOVE NATURE!

okay,
this is going to be short.

history test tomorrow.
will do my very best.
TIME TO STUDY!

stupid.
nicholas teo,
why?
now that the 'topic' has spread to 2C1,
YOU HAPPY NOW?
thanks so much!
gahhh...
nevermind.
no matter how worried or pissed i'd be,
it won't bring me down & i won't hold grudges against anybody!

[[gahhh...]]

2006-08-16T09:19:00.000-07:00

BUKIT TIMAH NATURE RESERVE TRIP TOMORROW!
EXCITED LIKE CRAZY!
HISTORY TEST ON FRIDAY ON CHAPTER 5!
HOPE IT GOES WELL!
gahhh...
better go & pack + study history now.
IT'S 12 AM IN THE MORNING!

[[monday,tuesday & wednesday.]]

2006-08-16T08:31:00.001-07:00

okay.
monday's band practice was okay.
i was a bit bored though.

okay i forget what happened during band.
sheesh.
i need to eat more fruits.
my memory is getting worse.
i can't even remember the stuff that i said a few minutes or seconds or days ago.
FRUITSFRUITSFRUITS.
an apple a day keeps senile dementia at bay!
harhar.

okay on tuesday we got our test papers back i think.
yea.
i passed my math!
hooray!
i thought i was going to fail.
still a C5 though.
pretty bad but at least i passed.
i passed my history too!
A1 can't ask for more except for ONE MORE MARK.
mr zachary chee yang.
shut up,
i know im bad at math but at least i didn't fail or just pass by one mark okay!
suck your own **** of life!

anyway,
we had this malay enrichment thingy on tuesday.
i thought it would be boring & i'll eventually fall asleep
like what i always do when im bored to DEATH.
the guy was VERY FUNNY.
inspirational.
when i laugh,
i do reflect.
i respect him much.
how i wish more teachers were like him.
we will be more respectful if they are funny.
seriously.
like mr teo?
mmhmmm.

today was very mundane.
except for band though.
chewy talked to the percussionists about our discipline & stuff.
he said i have attitude problem.
well,
at least it was not as insulting as what HOMER said.
figure who HOMER is by yourself.
well,
we changed after that.
went through our concert stuff.
we're ready.
anyway,
i find raimi quite irritating when he talks about singapore idol 24/7.
like everyday!
HMPH!
natasha is getting on my nerves.
gahhh...
okay i shall not talk about unhappy stuff.

talking about singapore idol.
VOTE FOR HARDY!
jasmine was not that bad.
she sang 'sweet child of mine!'
yay.
ROCKROCKROCK!

it's because of you i got addicted.
now i can't live without it.
i wish to see you one day doing that but it seems like a dream.
you did it only once today!
sheesh.
e.g-d.
don't be so disheartened.
i saw him saying 'good' at your last attempt.
he's honest remember?

>=(
OH YEA!
PEOPLE PEOPLE PEOPLE,
PLEASE STOP ADDING SALT TO THE WOUND.
ESPECIALLY NICHOLAS TEO & AISHAH!
IT'S ENOUGH ALREADY.
YOU KNOW THE REASON WHY I SAID IT.
it's no funny when you mock a friend,
you may never know it hurts real bad.
i know im sounding ultra-sensitive here but come on,
since you guys know the reason why keep rubbing it in?
would you like it if i mock you or pairing you up with someone you don't like?
it's not that im not the type of person who cannot have fun.
BUT LOOK IT'S BEEN GOING ON FOR MORE THAN 2 DAYS?
consider courtesy.
the man is already traumatized & now avoiding me?
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THAT?
you know i don't like it that way?
you know the feeling of having a friend avoiding you?
it feels bad okay.
so thanks for that NICHOLAS TEO,
for making him belive that i like him,
& he in turn is avoiding me when im innocent.
it's just a game & what i say need not be the truth.
IT'S JUST A GAME.
thanks for the laughing aishah.
helps like A LOT.
HAR THE HAR HAR HAR.
mmhmmm.

FINE I SHALL NOT BE A LOSER HERE & MAKE A BIG HU-HA OUT OF THIS.
I'LL JUST TAKE IT
AS NOTHING HAPPEN & DO WHATEVER YOU WANT AS
I KNOW WHAT & WHO I LIKE.
THERE'S NO NEED FOR PEOPLE TO 'CONFESS' FOR ME.
FORGET IT.
I'LL NOT THINK ABOUT IT.
JUST FORGIVE & FORGET.
=)

P.S. I DON'T LIKE nor love DARRIN!
IS THAT BIG ENOUGH TO DIGEST IN YOUR BRAIN?

so what if people think im so sensitive to be pissed off by little things?
HELLO,
im human!
I DON'T CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK ABOUT ME when it comes to my personal feelings!

[[busy!]]

2006-08-15T07:03:00.000-07:00

i've been a very busy woman lately.
out of the blue,
i just have time constraints & it seems like my blog is ostracized for a while.
i'll update more tomorrow alright?

oh,
i've made the decision to change my 's' to 'z'.
like ostraciSed to ostraciZed.
characteriSation to characteriZation.
you get the drift i guess.

okay,
im out of time okay.

have a nice day!

[[lazy-ed.]]

2006-08-13T09:30:00.001-07:00

woo...
im back!

i practically forgot about what happened except of what happen on friday.

mhmm...
guess i had a bad hair cut & i look like a mix breed of miss li & vincent ng!
like what the heck!
jolin!!!
where were you when i needed you to chop off my mane?
toot.
gahhh...
whatever.
have been spending my weekends trying to style my hair like how guys do.
*hands on hair & tries to spike some ends to volumize hair*
how do guys do it so nicely?!
sheesh.
okay im not saying that miss li & vincent ng are ugly but when cross bred,
indeed horrendously ugly.
you don't expect me to be happy when im uglier than ever right?

anyway,
friday was fun.
okay not really,
except the playground part.

yet again,
we went to the playground,
with one more friend to replace melvin.
i got caught for 4 times.
twice because i fell i think.
there was once where aisyah went down the green stairs which i was hanging on.
everyone crowd around the stairs while i was hanging for dear life.
i heard darrin kept chanting 'aniah you're going to die'.
sheesh.
i didn't know he could see my future.
well,
seriously,
i was going to die?

after that,
played 'truth or dare'.
i was picked once.
of course,
typical singaporeans,
ask who i like of course.
what liyan asked was EVEN BETTER,
'is the guy you like in the circle?'
oh come on,
3 guys in the circle okay.
like what the toot.
okay whatever,
i said 'darrin' & it stirred up a commotion between me & aisyah.
oh okay,
i couldn't care less to answer that question.
not when ___!
PLEASE PEOPLE!

okay fine.

playground is really a dangerous place to play 'blind mice'.
i fell from the slide twice.
once on my bottom,
the other on my leg.
toot!

gahhh...

but it's fun though.
like you're sweating & finding a plan so that you won't get caught.
oh!
i better learn how to swing!
or i can't make the slide my domain anymore.

PLAYGROUND MADNESS IS JUST FUNFUNFUN!

i still have the child in me,
pardon me.

OH.
im so pissed that rahimah rahim is out.
are singaporeans THAT DEAF?
look,
joakim CAN'T SING!
no offence to raimi or whoever is fanatic over that guy,
but he should join 'the dance floor' instead of 'singapore idol'.
he is wasting rahimah's chance of being singapore idol!
hey,
that girl may act like rocker wannabe but she's so versatile!
paul twohill don't deserve a spot too!
people like him because of his image.
well,
sadly he doesn't have the voice.
no offence.
jasmine.
she's sweet but her style is not that distinctive.
she's very forgettable.
oh well,
i think that gayle,jay & rahimah should still be in!
SINGAPORE,
THIS IS A SINGING COMPETITION!
sheesh!
toot!
i think this season is a practical shocker!
all the good singers are almost gone,
we're left with those with strong image but no voice.

hmm...
off to study literature & history.
math test back tomorrow.
hopefully i pass!
hopefully,
A RETEST!

[[national day!]]

2006-08-08T05:34:00.000-07:00

today was half day & yes i was indeed happy.
came to school & i was so patriotic that i was singing national day songs.
harhar.

for the first part,
we sang songs.
the whole class was so enthusiastic.
we laughed,screamed & sang like there was no tomorrow.
then for the last song,
'my island home',
we all crowd in front of the class & scream for nothing?
harhar.
then we all sang,practically everyone sang.

then we came back to class for the competitions.
then,
some of us crowd at the back & sang the 'can can'.
harhar.
yes,
our ecosystem is alive & well!

then,
we started making our stuff for the 'national costume'&'3D model'.
after that,
we were all noisy & laughing.
talked & stuff.
played 'heart attack'.
when we heard our class won,
our hands all went off the table & cheered!
harhar.

then,
after school went to accompany my mother buy some stuff & went to the doctor.
my doctor says i will be only coming back for checkup after 3 months!
yay!
i maintained my weight for 3 MONTHS!
46!
gahhh...
IM SO HAPPY!
whee!

and i will sing a song of home,
a land of peace,
where dreams are born everyday.
my home,
wherever i may be,
i believe...
you will always be a part of me!

[[MINI ECOSYSTEM]]

2006-08-07T07:00:00.000-07:00

our mini ecosystem is alive & well.
guess what,
the shrimps are turning red!
looks like it's been suntanned!
harhar.

it's really cute!
tomorrow ck will be taking a photo of the red shrimp.
currently i have the photo that is taken on the 7th day!
it's so cute!!!
LOVES IT!

I KNOW YOU AGREE - IT'S SO CUTE!
i can spot 3 shrimps,
if you can't,
please see an optimetrist!

our sexy mini ecosystem.
see,
so many water droplets.
can you spot the blue net that we used to make it feel at home?
i can!

naughty ck took a picture of ugly me while i was measuring the temperature
of the bukit timah nature reserve with a data logger.
do i look like a scientist or what?!
harhar.
*sheesh i look like a macaca.
*ck,next time when you want to take this kind of pictures,ask me to pose first can?
harhar.
ya i know my hair is very messy.
come on,
i just walked down 17717717717734567 flight of steps & took
34567 strides up & down the reserve,
you expect my hair to be neat & tidy?
i was sweating like a mad macaca okay?
i love the greenery of the forest though.
*look at the background,not foreground where you see a macaca
measuring stuff with a data logger & with messy hair & all.

more photos of the bukit timah nature reserve & ecosystem soon!
I LOVE NATURE!

[[failure.]]

2006-08-07T06:59:00.000-07:00

trying to motivate myself to think on the bright side.
i won't let this bring me down.
i can always ask for a retest.
i hope that i do well & if i don't,
i hope for a retest as i don't want an F9 in my report card.

read something that actually motivated me quite abit.
read it from a malay book.
shall make a direct translation from it.

SELF MOTIVATION.

Each & every individual has aspirations to achieve their dreams in whatever they do.However,not all that we do will end with success.At times,we fail to meet our expectations or achieve something that we want.This is life.Life is like a cosine curve. At times,we are at the bottom & at times, we are at the top.For some,failure is a painful experience in their lives.The failure that they have experienced might leave a negative impact in their lives. Some would be sad,angry or disappointed.Some would be depressed, give up or make irrational decisions.With that,what should we do or how should we react when we fail?Will being depressed or sad help to mend a broken heart?What should we do after the failure?What were our mistakes that cause us to fail?These should be the questions in your mind.Patience and maintaining a positive outlook will be useful when we have to face with failure.Usually, being calm & rational will allow us to make wise decisions.However,we shouldn't be disappointed or sad. FAILURE DOESN'T MEAN IT'S THE END OF THE WORLD & EVEN IF YOU FAIL, YOU WON'T FAIL FOREVER!What is more important is to change the failure to success!To achieve this, we have to remain positive. Those who are positive will look & think of the brighter side of the situation.They don't treat problems as a barrier that would stop them from achieving their dreams.They are called optimists.They will work hard to gain what they want.They NEVER GIVE UP!However,there are some who are negative in thinking or pessimistic.They worry of the bad side of the situation.Failure seems like the end of the world for them & it seems like they would die if they fail!To them, there is no light at the end of the tunnel.They always think that something bad will always happen.Pessimists will find it hard to overcome or solve their problems.The feeling of guilt,disappointment & sadness will always take over their world.They will akways make irrational decisions.They don't see that with every failure, it's a platform or first step for them to success.However,they haunt themselves with the thought that failure will affect their future.However,for optimists,they are patient & they will learn from their mistakes & try not to make the same mistakes all over again.This will secure success in the future.They will seek help from their family & work hard to succeed.They will also pray so that what ever they do will secure success.SO,FAILURE IS NOT THE FIRST STEP TO BEING LAZY.However, we should look forward to the future & NOT LET THE FAILURE AFFECT OUR FUTURE.Even though tomorrow is unclear, we should be prepared to face it.

so there's no reason to be sad actually.
im an optimist!
im hoping for a retest!
please God,
help us.
make a retest for us to achieve what we want!
we need your help & love from above!
oh God the Almighty,
the Loving,
plase help us with your Greatness!

[[grins.]]

2006-08-07T06:14:00.000-07:00

hmm...
mr chua says that 11 or more people failed in the math test.
to make it worse,
it's the first & last math test that would be reflected on our CA2.
yes,
our report card.
the probability of me failing is just too great.
i want to demand for a retest but it seems that mr chua is reluctant to give us a retest.
what the heck.
if i fail,
an F9 on my report card.
how disappointing that maybe,
but i can't let this pull me down to my own grave.

*opps.
digress.

today seems monotonous.
with the news that our tests are very difficult nowadays.
im on the point of hysteria because of all the stress & whatever.

band was okay though.
i love our SYF piece,
we can't publish the title of the piece but we call it alpha 7!
harhar.
so cool!

anyway,
i find that zachary is such a sissy.
he plays the suspended cymbals so softly?
i can't even hear?
sheesh.

well,
im feeling uber lousy right now.

i don't know what's happening to me?

you did it again!
so cool.
it was so sexy please!
harhar,
in pain!
you smiled & grinned a lot today!
oh yea,
we are so going to die.
hmm...
whatever.
smile & do that more okay?
very sexy.
harhar.
hee...

[[sheesh.]]

2006-08-05T06:43:00.000-07:00

im so lazy nowadays.
i slacked the whole day & i didn't do any homework.
gahhh...
why am i like this?!

okay,
i vow from today onwards that i'll be more hardworking so i don't screw up in test
just like how i did a few times.

the irony is that i cry when i fail but do nothing to make it better.
*tsktsk.

at times,
i just wish life was like in the movies,
perfect ending.

im addicted on michael buble's 'home'.
the song is so moving & i almost teared listening it after the 10th time.
harhar.

i wanna go home!
let me go home!
harhar.

maybe surrounded by a million people i still feel alone!
harhar.

im also addicted to display bands like tanjong katong & deyi.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sW1WngYuhrk
must watch this - tanjong katong.
they played 'sway','smoke on the water' & 'darth vader's theme'.
many more!
their percussion section is like 20 people strong.
isn't that cool?
deyi has 7 snare drummers,4 bass drummers & another 4 on another tuned drums
*don't know what it's called but it's like the smaller version of timpani.
harhar.

oh,
next sunday is phototaking day.
i hope i get a hair cut before that.
I SERIOUSLY NEED A HAIR CUT.
it's high time for that before mr chua ask me to tie up my hair.

i can't wait to see deyi's performance during the national day parade!
it's damm nice.

okay,
i want to watch 'anger management' now.

homework later!

[[playground fun.]]

2006-08-04T07:23:00.000-07:00

i forgot what happen yesterday.
yesterday was boring & uneventful.
i BLANKED out.
gahhh...

OH YA,
the bukit timah nature reserve.
very nice okay.
saw many interesting stuff like lemurs,dead spiders,bigBIG ants & ALOT of plants.
the worst part is,
i don't know which one is which because they are all GREEN.
it was cooling & hearing the rustling of the trees is very relaxing.
the green were great for our eyes.
i hate the steep slope,
the gravity pulled my buttocks down like crazy,
i felt like a pregnant woman okay!
plus my thighs were aching for 177 years because of napfa!
CRAZY NAPFA!
my thighs & stomach are so weak,
after 2 - 3 days of napfa,
it still hurts like HELL!
bleah!
anyway,
i really hope an escalator is built in the forest since it's already disturbed.
there were manyMANY steps & some are like so HIGH,
the mud felt like marshmellow but it's black.
it's taking a toll on my feet & plus my height.
im like so short so i have to raise my hands high up in the air so i won't fall.
my balance is like ??? if i don't do that,
i'll fall like a mad woman, rolling down like a landslide.
my hair was in a mess,
i was like sweating like mad,
so yea,
it's a bit gruelling!
overall,
i enjoyed myself.
=)
i love nature!

anyway,
today was an okay day.
wasn't really that nice.

school was monotonous.
math test was like a b*****.
*don't mind the language,i feel so pissed.
it was so difficult & i think im going to fail.
i've tried my best but it's not good enough,
so whatever,
even if i fail there's nothing i can do but to ace in other tests & exams.
=)
postivity never fails me.
mother tongue test was just as bad.
it was so difficult,
i don't understand what the question was trying to say.
im hoping for the best.
hope i won't fail but even if i do,
i can't turn back time & make it right,
so just be positive & do extremely well to make up for the past mistakes.
okay whatever aniah,
too philosophic alright?

anyway,
band today was like -aiyo-.
everyone was slacking & i was slacking too.
learnt how to play the mallets little by little,
gahhh...
im so bad at mallets.
persevere!

after band,
went to eat at macdonalds with fatin.
talked & stuff.
amazing stuff okay!
woo!
i didn't know.
okay,
then,
went to the playground outside our school.
met up with aisyah,melvin,justin & many more.
we played 'blind mice'.
funny please.
planned strategies to avoid being caught.
i was caught 3 times.
we even made friends with 2 boys who played with us.
it was so fun.
i like the slide!
harhar.
hang here & there.
nicholas teo!
he gave me away to the little boy who i frequently catch,
he kept saying 'this circular red thingy'.
i started screaming of course!
so fun.
i want to play again!
next friday can?

harhar.
so yea,
im done for the day.

exactly & precisely!
3,4,5,6,7!

[[aching.]]

2006-08-02T05:43:00.000-07:00

oh God,
my whole body is aching like crazy.
im going to apply some tiger balm neck & shoulder rub.
i don't care.
im so tired!

okay,
school was particularly mundane today.
like seriously.
gahhh...
& i know why!!!

bleah!!!

i realised that i am better in writing explanatory & expository texts rather than narrative.
im a science/math person so yea,
that's why i write better in logical stuff like explanation texts!
whee...
now i know what to choose for exam!
yea!

laughed like mad during lunch.
grace was so funny.
she made us addicted to miss swan's 'HEL-LOW!'
then,
everytime people passed by,
we will look away & just shout 'HEL-LOW!'
we got scolded by this 2C1 guy.
spoiler!
we were having so much fun!
then,
grace shared some dirty jokes!
we were so mean,
we made fun of some school attendants like the uncle aikaik & the smelly tk.
harhar.
it's was so funny,
laughed until i had chest pains!

anyway,
napfa test was okay.
i failed my standing board jump as usual.
138 & the passing mark is 142!
bleah!
i'll try & persevere to get 142!
my sit & reach & sit-ups plus inclined pull ups were okay.
oh standing board jump is such a spoiler.
how i wish i can be a bunny today so that i can JUMP HIGH!
sheesh!

band practice was okay.
played our SYF piece,'prince of egypt','mancini magic' & 'washington post'.
i was like rushing with 'mancini magic' because i had to juggle with 3 instruments.
i looked like a mad person.
oh,
i realise that i can play bass drum for 'pince of egypt'.
didn't screw up or anything.
lucky!

math test on friday!
i better rest today!

oh,
we're going bukit timah nature reserve tomorrow!
yay!
must bring camera & stuff.
yay!
i can't wait to see nature.
harhar.

oh,
our ecosystem has 5 shrimps!
AMAZING.

i think miss li is very handsome.
not that im being bad,
it's a good thing & a compliment from me because
i like girls with the attitude & look the attitude.
they have the 'neversaydie&won'tbedisgustedbyinsect&wontscreambecauseballsareflyingaround'
attitude.
harhar.
i know...
she's like a role model for all gals.
not to be too girly.
harhar.
she looks a bit like vincent ng though.
i don't know how but she reminds me of him.
i think the hair.
yea,
must be the hair.

anyway,
im so tired,
im going to tuck in now.

[[boo!]]

2006-08-01T05:20:00.000-07:00

i seriously thought today was wednesday.
i was like 'when is singapore idol going to start,it's 8.30?'
then i realise,
'it's heavenly tuesday!'

oh yea,
it's august!
yea!
due mesi!
whee...

anyway,
we played 'instant concert' for assembly today.
not up to my expectations though some said it was okay.
I WANTED US TO SOUND BIGGER & MORE GRAND!
gahhh...
but overall,
it's okay.
we were like throwing stones at each other.
then we made a plan,
throw at raimi & 2 people blame the same person to convince him who is the culprit.
i did it 3 times & blamed natasha & ck!
harhar.
luckily he didn't flare up or i'll go 'MUMMY HELP!!!'
seriously,
he looks & IS scary when he's mad.
hey,
i meant angry okay.

gahhh...
i realised that i developed muscles.
i think carrying of percussion instruments is a form of exercise that shape our muscles!
harhar.
the good thing of being a percussionist.
oh,
i realise those wiggly stuff on my hind legs aren't fats,
it's muscles because i can see a line under them when i tip toe!

today's lessons were mundane except history.
laughed like crazy because of TOMOYUKI YAMASHITA.
has perfect resemblance to mr chua!
harhar.
we were making jokes out of the mistakes of the british people.
it's so funny.

then,
went out to buy snacks after school for math trail in esplanade.

we had to run around the heavenly durian under the hot sun to estimate & measure stuff.
like so dumb.
i like the water feature station the best because we were all eating 'lay's barbeque' &
we were playing with water!
harhar!

gahhh...
napfa test tomorrow.
i hate it.
i want to go for band & play 'sway' or 'prince of egypt' or our SYF piece.
bar 66 is like so nice!

oh,
literature test is cancelled!
praises to God!
harhar.

I WANT BAND!

i like it & i want it that way!
it's totally sexy.
plus the other one!
harhar!
i am & always will be!

WOAH, I SERIOUSLY WANT BAND TOMORROW!

[[oh!]]

2006-08-01T05:02:00.000-07:00

2 e's & 1 h!
harhar.

[[our ecosystem!]]

2006-08-01T05:01:00.000-07:00

oh,
our shrimps are left with 3 or 4?
the biggest shrimp came out today.
some were like stuck on the roots of the plant for survival.
more shells of shrimps floating & bodies stuck in the gravel,
me & ck will laugh like crazy because it's so cute.
okay,
we are damm sadistic.
but hey,
what do you expect,
from 10 to 3 or 4?
crazy right?
harhar.